scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-10

Even if they are right, and things can't get any worse, that doesn't mean things are gonna get any better.

(((((((((((everyone)))))))))

I am at a 3 I think. I am still feeling good from the exercise I have been doing,,, I have lost another kilo and am now 2.5 kilos (or 5 pounds) from my goal weight... still had unnerving thought yesterday that if I keep exercising what if I go past my goal weight and get too thin? I have a small frame and the difference between me being overweight and underweight is only about 7-10kgs... so if I start to go under my goal weight I will have to start eating heaps to maintain it.. I dont want to stop exercising though as it seems to make me feel better...

Anyway. Shrink date has been moved up so I am trying to complete paperwork on time. They may have lost the form I filled out last week so I might have to do it again.

Not a lot else is happening, Have been playing these fashion games online, they are quite a bit of fun, well for me anyway.

Somewhere between -4 and not-feeling-anything

-3. I got fed up being in the closet and told someone I was bisexual. They kept repeating how I wasn't and was just talking nonsense. I kept repeating it was true. They told me I was crazy. They also said it's impossible for me to meet people and form a relationship anyway because I can barely leave my house. It's made me doubt my sanity and I also feel like a bad person and confused. I have no one I trust to confide in.

+4 because things are going pretty postive for me but why us it not a full 10?
Because of relationship problems I'm having at the moment.
Why isn't it a minus? Because I know that I got far and I've accomplished something and I'm proud of that and I know I have a few friends who are supportive about it.

-5 I think it's time I take a break from WP, because a couple of things are really, really pissing me off! A couple of people being all like "you're sooo stupid" and that, for one.

+1. The person apologised to me and said I was "so cool". I don't get it, but oh well.

Anyway, the autism clinic I've been waiting to attend for months for treatment, and for which I had to fight my health authority for months (and had a few more months' wait to go), contacted me today. They had a cancellation and so I get to have an initial appointment next week!

I am finally going to be getting some feedback on my myriad mental disorders too!

-2. I've just given up now.

Dont give up, Iwannablue, and hugs to everyone else.

I have an interesting day ahead of me. I will not elaborate... perhaps write more about it tomorrow...

-10
Why do random people want to treat me like I'm some super judgmental b***h lately? I'm no different than last year.

a 3 probably. Post diagnosis, the "diagnostic glow" is wearing off and reality is starting to hit.

I will be seeing a clinical psychologist soon, for the anxiety, the psychiatrist told me he was referring me. I dont really want to go to the psychologist, as I dont think the problems in my life can be helped my a psychologist, they can only be helped by the wave of a magic wand, a considerable windfall of money so I can afford my own place, and a brain transplant.

+8

It's snowing outside. I've only seen snow a few times before.

It would be a +10 if I were outside instead of in school.

-2.

-999999999999 life is s**t. nuff said.

I feel pretty sh***y.



No number.

Feeling better this week, plus its blizzarding outside with 3 foot drifts, something about bad weather makes me feel invigorated