scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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+6

In the past week, I think I've finally accepted that I am probably an aspie and it's really helped settle my mind and make me feel better about myself. I've been able to forgive myself for a lot of stupid things in my past.

maybe a 5 or 6 right now?

Excited yet nervous...

5...

I've been fighting depressive feelings for over a week now and I'm not going to give in but to sum up last eight/nine days cypher-wise.... um, between -7 and maybe +1 at times.

All to do with those 'behind the back going' and screamingly arrogant morons of this region's 'carebizz'. Thanks a million GGZ WNB/GemboZ. Thanks a lot....


Oh.... for the occasion.... my signature again....

3.... I think. Trying hard not to live online and instead spend my time in the 3 dimensional world. It would be good if it didnt seem so 2 dimensional a lot of the time. But anyway I must keep trying...

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I'm plain, right now. I have thought about suicide all this year, but have not had the intent of going through with it. Not out of depression, just out of the fact that my family can obviously do just fine with out me. I thought about it, and their lives honestly, in my oppinion, wouldn't take long to get back to normal if I died of natural causes.

Yup, just waiting for something to happen. 'sigh' My liver also needs to recover yet again, due to my inability to feel thursty. I went to bed last night after drinking two glasses of water, having the familior twisting pain in my right side. I lay down and heard it squeezing and groaning till I slept. Yes, I heard my liver makeing noises. Great...

It sounded like it was trying to squeeze out something. Sakes. I swear, my lack in thirst might actualy kill me one day, so I went ahead and wrote a small will in my computer desk top. You never know.

-5. Dread, anxiety and fear. I don't know what will happen to me tomorrow. Things will either be worse than they were or things may change for the better, but I keep thinking of the worst things that could happen to me.

-1.

Slightly sad but not totally out...

I think I have hope!

-10

I am thinking about converting to Wicca, and forcing others to convert as well.

I'm +1, luckily. I slept well.... (that's so important for me.... a good night's sleep)

Thank you, kind R. (um, almost good night to you, I reckon)