scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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+10 Life is good.

0 went to my nephew's grave yesterday to celebrate his birthday. He would've been 5 of this year. Couldn't stop crying. Been having dreams about it and it's 3am so I'm having trouble going back to sleep.

-10

Being myself is why people don't like me.

4.

I feel like a depressed piece of crap.


-3

High positive. Just finished the first movement of something I'm composed.

+10 I've sure come a long way, since the week before Canadian Thanksgiving, last year. I felt uneasy about my identity. Now I feel uneasy when I feel that people presume that my obsession with The Kinks is a problem, because I feel that when they do that, they attack my identity. I'm proud to be just like Mick. I was just reading that post that I was talking about, in this thread.

This is how the words seem, now:

Hold my hand...hold my hand...I'm like the celebrity that my mum didn't want me to grow up to be like...she wanted me to be tough and feminine...now I'm like sensitive Mick Avory...she said so, in 1998.

-1.

I f*****g feel like I'm going to die.

+5 My mum sure seemed to be in a hurry to get rid of me, today. She didn't even ask me, if I wanted to stay over at her place for another night. The weekend will be the best time to offer, from now on. Not in the middle of the week, on a Thursday or a Friday. I have Toastmasters on Thursday and the Jam Session of Friday. Today is Sunday, and that day is the best day for me to stay that extra day.

I also don't know if I'm going to have a job to go back to, on the 26th, after "the meeting".

5 as, there is no need for explanation as I've never liked to burden,bore,bother, or annoy...

Either -10 or 0.
Because this apathy is making me depressed.

(no number)

I am going to offer to take my Christian fundamentalist ex-girlfriend back if she buys me a $40,000-50,000 luxury SUV (keeping in mind that she is a cashier at a department store) and performs oral sex on me.

I can relate to this. I feel so numb right now that I can't even tell what number I am.

+6. I had a good breakfast, today. Shreddies and an LA Bar. That's 7 Points all together. I need bigger breakfasts, like that. No more of those instant breakfast shakes, in the mornings. I shall not let my mood control my food.

I would date Tim's religious fundamentalist ex-girlfriend too if she bought me a luxury car.. I wouldnt want the sex though, or the oral. Just the car. I would sell it and do something with the money...

Anyway I hope everyone who is good is feeling better, and those who are down cheer up. ((((Jawbrodt)))) I hope you are doing better today...

It is a cloudy day for the first time in weeks and weeks of sunny days... I am trying to get my affairs in order in order to make a trip soon, but they are in a mess, as is my bedroom, and car.

-9. Very much let down.