scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Negative. Worried and feeling useless in terms of being able to help.

-100
very sick with flu

-1. Unsettled, a little bit more than somewhat

I feel like a 7.

10. I've secretly thanked my mum, for telling me the truth about my personality and appearance, years ago, in the Letters thread. She even said that one day, I would thank her, for all the things that she said, that summer. I have, on the inside, but I wouldn't do it to her face, because she doesn't remember most of the stuff that she told me.

5 drunk and happyish

-2 Pity or instructions on how to feel. Being judged as some "extreme" accident or error. This is why I only sometimes post about my injuries or thoughts much! People will just come in and make me feel like some whimpy creature, I feel. Seen it, and don't want it! Thank you

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3.

6. My world is relatively peaceful again

A sad, confused 3.

Negative numbers again. Feel broken. Everything about life is difficult. Probably never going to be with the person who I'm in love with. Feel bad for admitting to being sad about that, because I know he'll feel bad. Not sleeping properly. No appetite. Feels like my stomach and chest are burning all the time. Having thoughts of hurting myself, and thoughts of dying.
Haven't felt so bad for ages.

-5. Still waiting on a diagnosis, still reading a lot, not sleeping, not getting any satisfaction or pleasure from a damn thing and my brain chemistry is pretty screwed. I can logically tell myself that things are OK (I'm sitting in the countryside listening to the birds sing and it's not raining, I'm comfortable, etc) but it's not the same as FEELING alive. Gonna go do some exercise, hard to get into, but a very good cure for brain chemistry issues if ever there was one.
Good luck to all struggling with feeling well, it's no joke. But the cure is above if there is one.