scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Missing my children since their with my ex and "Mr Perfect"

Angry at my ex for raising concern about my mental health. I know she means well but still, im not a child.

Not looking forward to a lonely weekend.

8. It will be a good day tomorrow I have lots to look forward to

-7 : lousy. I forgot my friends' concert this evening... I turned off my cellphone to get a few hours of peace. Within those hours wifey sent me a text, telling me to remember it. She always does. I didn't get it before an hour ago... I can't seem to keep everything together these days.

5, I just feel so indifferent to everyone and everything right now, I have virtually lost all motivation for whatever it was I was motivated towards before and just feeling quite indifferent with a bit of angst mixed in for good measure.

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I'm a tad sickly right now. To be blunt, I hope it goes through Sunday. I don't like Sundays, but Mondays suck worse. I'm unlucky when it comes to employment. Just down right unlucky.

Sad.

0 - bored which is never good for me...

-8. Stressed.

-8. My dog had THREE tumors, not one. And there's another one in her chest. She's home now, recovering from the surgery with 3 giant cuts on her torso. She's in a lot of pain.

8 - I'm happy.

Bored. -4.

+3. Tired.

-5 I am no way near as happy as before its all fake. The worst part is when reality sets in. Everything I deal with and plan never comes to pass. Its all fake. None of my businesses will ever succeed. I hate being a realist. I like it when I am grandiose because at least its positive!! My thoughts never mean anything to anyone including my family. I am limited with no brain. Now stupid taxes is coming up, will probably eat our money forcing us to lose everything or at least something.

8.
3 points added for finding out that my assignment is due on Friday of week 7, not in class time (the class is on the Monday.) Yay for having more time to work.

3. Constant taste of goat milk at the back of my throat. I havent yet milked Daisy but I am not sure if she will really let me, I am a bit clumsy and unconfident and my boyfriends expert hand coordination and gentle touch will be a hard act to follow. At the very worst I guess she will kick me or put her foot in the pan.

Have been around the animals a lot, have helped round up some sheep and get them into a paddock for their pre-date cleanup, ie a ram is introduced when they have had their "beauty treatment". I didnt take part in this, not having the experience (or inclination) to wrestle sheep onto their backs for the treatment. I also had a closeup look at the deer herd today, they are lovely looking animals.

So,I have been pretty busy.

-5. Angry.