scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-10 Got drunk and accidentally mixed alcohol with my meds.

Feel sick.

Was there a thread consensus on whether suicide is -10 or -11?
If suicide is -11, then I'm -10.
Hands are shaking. Stressed beyond belief. Combination of bad neighbors (see bad neighbor thread for details on just that part), having to move out of my house this week, and my trip to Canada being ruined by Sprint, who bought my phone company and are shutting off my service right in the middle of the trip unless I buy their phone and their sh***y 2-year plan. They just notified me last week of the service shutoff - 22 days notice. That is illegal in my state - it needs to be 30 days. Been on a phone and internet blitz for five days, trying to deal with them, find a new phone company, find a lawyer, pack my things, and restrain myself from murdering up to 10 people.
Snapshot of a meltdown.

^ I hope you get through that retch nonsence soon. You should nick name them "Spite phone company".

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I got a call today from the other side of two states, telling me if I am interested in an interview for baker for a grocery store. (I didn't think they would call, but was ready for it anyway) Naturaly, my mother explains I need to stay here, and it's my sister's birthday week anyhow. Nice timeing. She cussed in the kitchen for a few minutes, saying how it sucks that people hire elsewhere, and not my location. If I went, I would not only possibly fail the interview, I would proove my sister and father's points that I care more about the money, which I DON'T! I don't want money to be my reason to visit them. My luck has been just retched this month!

Oh, and the place that had that snott that told me the wrong time over 5 times is going to try rehireing this tuesday!

"We follow a strict, prophessional guide line." Heh, mhmmm..

Hope everything gets sorted out and the proper asses are kicked dtoxic.




2.6 ish myself. Made some enemies today, they weren't people I really care about, but each was associated with someone I do care about.

Well, although I was devestated earlier, I'm okay now. Hmm....


No number.(yet)

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2. General feeling of malaise in all areas of my life.

-5 as, I'm having to deal with traitors at work and seemingly find it difficult to make friends as well...

No number, but somewhere in the positives. Happy for a couple of people, and feeling better mentally than I have in weeks (adequate sleep helps).
However, I appear to be ill (not badly), which is annoying.

After reading your posts and laughing my butt off.
A full on 9.95 got to leave some room for improovment

sorry I dont mean to laugh at you or your calamities, but I am learning my self,
I see me in you. I hear your meltdowns, and with Eidic memory flash to so many times,
I guess misery loves company

Confused.

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3 I'm a little better today and haven't had a drink.

Still wondering if I should go to my cognitive therapy group. I don't want to but I should since I wanted to get the help I "need". >_<

-7 realy anoyed with politics or rather people moaning about the torie-libral colition..

-7. Frustrated.

-10 or so

OK. I WQ#$ing hate my life right now! It's been "look stupid" for random reasons, mostly someone else's mistake, off line, putting me into humiliateing and disheartening situations, people stareing in pity, other's laughing! These things that insue without my control in the matter, over and over, like I was back in grade school. Before all this, I layed in bed fearing the idea! Need help here to pick my butt off the floor for job hunting now. No I don't want this "haha" anymore! No wander I can't sleep well lately. Gameing, forums, it doesn't matter. I'm a "piece of s**t" lately.