scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-4. I wish people never knew of my past. I wish I never told them, but that's what I get when I try to be talkative and forthcoming for once .

4. It's not even dawn yet, and I'm not sure that the sun will have risen by the time I leave the house. I have to be at a rehearsal by 9am, but stupid public transport forces me to leave at 6am and spend ages waiting around at train stations. I was crying with exhaustion last night, and it's going to be just as bad tonight and for the next 2 nights. (And yes, this is what my current custom title refers to.)

Some positive points because this and the next 2 early mornings are for music-related activities.

-9. It's wrong to speak ill of the dead. I need to die in order for people to call me a good person.

-10

I'm considering giving up on people.

-10. Nobody cares if I die or not, just as long as I'm gone.

@Blue_bean:I'd notice your death, for whatever that's worth.

6, an abnormally OK day. But my naturally low energy is probably going to make stimulants a necessity for me to stay in shape. I went without for a while and ended up sleeping most of the day. So a feel good day, but in the grand scheme of things it's a pretty sh***y day.

-8. I don't know what to do anymore, I don't want to eat again.

-9. Everybody will be lining up to piss on my cheap pine box.

3. I slept with my light on, last night. I thought that I saw my ex friend, standing in my closet, that doesn't close properly.

5 though, I feel bothered in terms of making friends both offline and online..

7.5

5 as, I'm not enduring any major stresses nor have I brought about any postive movement in some parts of my life..

-8 There are times I am breaking down and crying. Things scare me to death. I am scared for many millions of lives. No more details about that. No one truly understands how I feel right now. My blood pressure has been spiking even though I am on meds for that. Fast heart rate as well. When people are trying to kill you of course these things happen! I hope everyone is doing well. I pray for the world right now. Prayers are up my friend!

-7. Just lost some new friends I thought I made

8.5
Happy.

-1

Forgetting the past seems to be awfully hard for me to do.