scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-10

Yes.. had a bad day. 'sigh'

-7
I hate this goddamn world. It's always like this:

1
Caught in a cycle I'd rather not be caught in.

Who needs a personality when you can be pointlessly mysterious?

-?

In a bad mood.

10

7. I got some good news in class this morning.
A couple of points taken off for not being able to immediately share the news with anyone who'd actually care, and for having had a splitting headache all morning.

-8

I feel really, really depressed right now. I've been depressed for a couple of weeks but it's gotten really bad this weekend. I keep trying to pull myself back up and telling myself it's just end of the semester blues caused by stress and having nothing to focus on, but I'm lying to myself. I do have things to focus on. I have a paper for a class that a professor is kindly letting me and some others rewrite. I have a field school coming up for which I'm on staff and need to start doing prep work and putting in some volunteer time to prepare for. I have housework and thesis research to do.

But all I want to do is lay in bed, watch videos, read on the internet and cry. I stopped answering the phone some time last week. I have to force myself to get up and go to the meetings I have to attend. I don't even want my cats or the dog in the room with me because they irritate me. All weekend, I've been making myself get up and do things around the house just to keep myself busy and not fall into complete hermit mode.

I'm sorry if any of my posts have been grouchy or short tempered this week. If so, this is why. I've been heavily editing my responses, but I'm sure some of my current mood has slipped through.

- 10.9

-4. I'm turning gay, seriously.

Feel a bit better than my usual -9 or -10 because I took my Lexapro this afternoon.

+6

Can't sleep, otherwise it'd be a 10.

-5 as, I'm in a turmoil of choosing another career path.. 2nd, I've been hesitant on spreading myself further out on the net as I had done years ago though, I've signed myself up on Yahoo and Twitter..

8. Which, incidentally, is an 8-point jump since I woke up. I'm really, really not a morning person.

My university work is going well, and I'm still smiling about the comment my lecturer made on my essay. I think that's the first time I'm ever heard "I love it!" from a lecturer about a piece of assessment.

-1
Maybe I'm not a Human, but even comps can be loved. Why can I not?

-5. I want to starve myself to death, so that I won't have anymore flashbacks. Believe me. You guys don't want a photographic memory.

- 5