nick007 wrote:
I've been feeling fairly good lately but rite now I'm feeling a negative-6
I have these moments where my mind starts thinking/dwelling on things & I get depressed. Unless I can change my past(I know I won't be able to do that); I'm pretty sure I'll be having moments like this for the rest of my life. Rite now I'm listening to
Something Corporate & have a few tears falling & I'm a little angry with myself for screwing things up & unintentionally hurting people I cared about. I'll probably feel better in a bit but I could really use a shoulder to cry on & to be held by someone who really cares about me rite now thou
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GX0uEs3I6TA
I went lay down after I posted. I felt sea-sick for a bit; it felt like my bed was bouncing around some. I never felt like that in bed before but I've been having sinus problems today & a drip so maybe that's related or maybe I ate something bad yesterday
I'm OK now except for the sinus; slept it off. Now I'm a positive+5
& I'm listening to
Linkin Park