scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Thanks. I actually feel better now, because I had some water to drink.

5. I am groggy from sleep and a little peeved by something someone on im did. Have to see if any shops open too.

0. Still a bit hung over, nearly 5pm and I just woke up, haven't studied at all for the physiological psychology exam I have tomorrow, Got 100% confirmation last night that the person I was interested in for a long while is, in fact, a complete whore. Had to accept that I had a horribly flawed view of them. Now feeling like it would be pointless to even consider looking for someone else with less than two months left in my undergraduate studies. That reminds me that I may have to move to a completely new city / region / state soon, and I hate that. Probably have to find a job soon since none of the grad schools I applied to have sent me an acceptance letter. Three haven't even sent letters yet, but I'm not holding my breath on that.

The only good thing that's happened recently is that me and another guy stole a case of beer, a bag of chips, and some bean dip and cheese dip from the guys downstairs during our drunken antics. That, and I didn't get angry enough to go looking for a fight last night, that's a good thing as well...

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4/10. I can't focus enough to even watch a movie or read, and it's snowing out so I can't go anywhere, and I feel really apprehensive.

9. I may acctually finish my homework before midnight

4. Trying to do homework, but my radio, an invaluable studying tool, is not cooperating.

0. I also feel sick.

7- finally managed to do some exercise.

-2

F'ING housemates, I am so angry, I will go down and smack someones face in soon. I already asked them to stop slamming f'ing doors, and told them it isn't a f'ing hotel, and they laughed. I will make them pay, I am so damned angry. I have no respect for people from other countries who have no respect for me.

0. Keep trying to tell myself that it is better to know the true nature of the person I was interested in than not knowing, so I can get past her. Isn't working. Reminding myself that not even her friends have spoken well of her lately. Isn't helping. Thinking about telling her off. I know that won't help either. Haven't studied for that exam I have tomorrow, slept most of the day from feeling down and from being hung over. I can't even view seemingly positive things as truly being positive, instead getting paranoid like usual. Trust issues I may never be able to resolve...

Going to try and not complain about this too much. Can't promise I'll succeed.

Oh dear...I hope you get well soon...

Hope things get better for you.

We should sticky this thread.

I'm at... -2.

I hope you feel better...
For me, depression felt like an endless dark tunnel...but the thing is, it is possible to get over depression...and emotional states do improve...
I don't know why you are feeling depressed, but you have a lot of good things coming up in your life, even if you can't see them...
All the hard work you put into your life, sometimes merely to stay alive, does pay off in the end...
Things will find their proper places and your deepest aspirations will manifest...in a way that you cannot imagine right now...

So I do hope you hold on to life and find joy in it...I think you will do fine...although you may not be aware of it, I think you have a good resource of life energy...

2. I feel dirty, and I'm too lazy to shower. I also feel awful about my personality. I'm a bad person. >.>

I don't know why I am depressed. My deepest aspiration is just to get married, live a life with that person, and die happy, I'm afraid my aspieness is going to prevent that from happening.