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ugh, you are a trashy, trashy whore.

I need money, my body needs earths gift to me.

I want to be normal again for freak sakes.

I'm so effing sick of the so-called "autism community." Everyone in this community is working their own angle. And whenever you try to assert yourself as someone with Asperger's--thinking foolishly that, being someone who lives with Asperger's that maybe people might be interested in hearing what you have to say--you get talked over, get gainsaid, lectured or have to deal with tons of defensive people going "I'm Ok about people talking about Asperger's IF they don't deny it's part of the autism spectrum. Whine, whine, whine." WTF?!? When the hell has a dx'd Aspie like me ever denied Asperger's was autism? Where the hell is that coming from? And why are these insecure twats laying it on me?

Oh yeah, let me add: I dream of a day when the "autism community" will be foremost a community of people with autism, and not foremost a community of everyone else trying to promote themselves on the autism bandwagon and who occasionally let us speak for ourselves yet only when our story suits their agenda. Yeah I talking about you, effing Autism Speaks.

Dear Mercurial, being new to WP, new to realizing I have Aspergers, I honestly don't understand why it bothers anyone if Aspergers is in the Autism spectrum or not. From what I understand, there are 2 viewpoints on that. What matters is that Aspergers exists, it is real, and we who have it need and deserve resources. I was under the impression that WP exists to serve all neuro diverse individuals. Why would anyone care that much how Aspergers is categorized? I'm just here for understanding, friendship, and encouragement. Sylkat

just saw a commercial for a show based on australian bushrangers. they are introducing captain moonlite. captain moonlite was an actual bushranger and he was same sex attracted and liked a member of his band. he kept a lock of his hair on him. the commercial showed the character doing it with a woman. i dont know if moonlite was gay or bisexual but i highly doubt this show is going to show him and his male beau at all or even mention him or awknowledge his queerness at all. if this were a show based entirely on fiction i wouldnt be as ticked at its disinclusivity but this is just writting us out of history. going out of their way to be homophobic. we are invisible.

Dear VM, I like the way you are handling this...putting the truth out on the Internet is THE way to open some eyes, hopefully get people talking to each other about thiis and get them to do some research. Good for you...Sylkat

so f*****g stupid. Nothing ever changes, nothing ever gets better. Why bother trying anymore

Dear MXH, can I ask if you meant the media denying homosexuality existed before the Stonewall Riots, denying that various (many?) historical figures were gay/lesbian/bisexual, or were you referring to the way Autism/Asperger's is treated/ignored/denied? Sylkat

potentially meltdown brewing X_X heres one of my many rants id like to get off my chest.
i have to say i really hate facebook, in every single way. i joined it again to talk to my few friends. but i cant socialise so i dont.
whats upset me though, is when you know people who mean somethign to you, who you had a friendship with, and they reject your invite by marking it as spam and then you get a warning ban.
ok you might think this sounds silly, but to me its really gotten to me. i really cant deal with rejection anyway, but now facebook has created a big wall between me and these people i know who did that, and im bitter.
thats the point im getting. its destroyed all the social rules i spent so long trying to learn. at least if there hadnt been facebook they could have carried on a pretence and i wouldnt feel so shite. it takes me so long to get over something like this, cause i really as i said, cant handle rejection well from people who i invested emotions into and time
its taken off boundaries too, people feel the need to rub their nose in your business, and then theyre like, why did you say that to that person. and then when your few friends dont reply to you ever its really awkwrad, and then you feel, why am i wasting my life on stupid stuff, but then, you really am upset.
once again, i really hate you facebook. and, screw you facebook

Dear MXH, I am sorry things aren't working out as you had hoped. You seem extremely disappointed; is this specifically people's behavior towards you, or more like trying for a specific job, or getting a lower grade in class than you had expected? Not trying to be nosey, just maybe there is a way to ask someone why certain decisions were made, the answer might make you feel better....Sylkat

ugh. so damaged.

i have realised that im actually not really that good of a person and so when bad things happen i shouldnt go feeling all sorry for myself. my incompetence has probably caused a lot of bad things. and there must be a small handful of people who either hate me or should hate me, which is something considering i dont really have meaningful interractions with that many to start with. i feel quite guilty for still putting myself around people, but i am partly human and cant help it:/.
more of a ramble than a rant, but i like how people dont respond/discuss here.