scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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That is one huge cat.

Well, it has warmed up today. for here, that is 0 C. I think I will be stacking firewood, amongst other things.

5.1

-9.95 Everything goes wrong. Nothing goes the way it should. The only reason why it isn't a total -10 is because of the computer games. They really help me. If it wasn't for that I would be so down that nothing would be able to cheer me up. Everything we own is literally falling apart and all people do is forget about us by lying and attacking. Just in the last few weeks we have had 2 cars break down and cost $1000, 2 heat pumps break which is several hundred more and just today we had our oven break. What else is going to fall apart and drain every last dime out of our bank account and finally put us on the streets unable to afford anything? My art is still failing and that person never spoke to us again with all that great things that were nothing but potentials. I only know failure but never success.

I immediately assumed that was a reference to the book Love Sucks (though the quote might be one word off; I'd have to get my copy to be certain) and was about to write a couple of paragraphs about how I found Lamb of God to be the author's best book by far, but that the former had some good points. Then I was going to say that I hoped he'd write a sequel dealing solely with Chet the huge cat, because there were interesting possibilities there that were not present when it was about humans, no matter how odd those humans may be.

Then I looked up and realized that no, the avatar above your post was of a huge cat.

Anyway, 10. Good and happy. Oddly sleepy, but that's ok.

-7, worst day ever. Wish I'd have just stayed asleep and not tried to help other people.

Lol. Just as well you didnt, as I have no idea what those books are. Then again, Ive just got back from the library and I'm always looking for book recommendations, so maybe it would have been a good thing.. .

Around 4, I guess.

-2. Just feeling like the everyday crawl is getting harder and harder. The heaviness on my mind is a hindrance. There's nothing to crawl towards, no goals, no happiness at the end. I want to stop crawling and quit

^ Don't give up....


Well as for me I dont know. Probably a 0, because I stuck my head outside and it seemed as if it was 0 again, or possibly about 1 or 2 C. It is so damp and foggy though that it is hard to tell what the temperature is, but I think it is probable that I will be inside for today again.

On edit, it is -1. Blah.

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I'm somewhere in the middle of things so, that puts me at 5..

-6

-7

It's just the same old merry-go-round story for me

It really depends on what type of book you like. Unless you like a fairly crude form of humor, I definitely wouldn't recommend Love Sucks. I find Lamb of God to be a good deal funnier, but it's somewhat offensive if you're devoutly religious (well, that and prone to get upset about such things), I suppose. If you tell me what type of book you like, I'd be happy to give book recommendations; I read a ton, and it's something I enjoy doing.

I hope the weather warms up for you.

Anyway, 10 still.

I don't know. I'm crying, and it's for good and bad reasons.
Bad reasons: OCD, horrible, horrible anxiety, being disappointed in myself for something, and being very tired and somewhat overloaded.
But also... I had so many restless nights worrying about if the feelings back then were genuine, and now that I've had confirmation that they were (even if it was never meant to be, it still made me happy, just as the friendship now makes me happy), I feel... I don't know what the word is, but the tears because of it are good ones (seriously, noone else in my life has made me cry as many happy tears as he has; I don't think I'll ever stop feeling so fortunate to have him as a friend) , and I'll be able to sleep peacefully again for a while.

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Ok, I will try and have a look for Love Sucks and Lamb of God at the library next time. I am not religious so unlikely to be offended by it.

Book recommendations would be welcome, though possibly wasted on me as I have a terrible attention span and I often don't read books i get out...

As for the weather, it will only be getting colder, with perhaps snow in 2 weeks....