scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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5.. for I'm trying my best to day to relax and not make myself look tormented..

Thanks lennyK. Perhaps things will work out for both of us.

probably a 3, I feel better. I had a nice dinner with my family, I had fun, though unfortunately I cut my tongue on a sharp piece of sheet toffee in my dessert.

It is really sunny outside, blue sky with not a cloud. My mum is taking me shopping today. She wants to buy me things and I have decided that this time I am going to let her.

Tomorrow I will be flying back to my boyfriend's house, back to -2 C weather. Brrrrr.........

I feel round about 5 in on the scale, could of been a full 10 but can't seem to get this stupid thing out of my head, if you want, you can ask me in PM.

+6. I joked around with my friends, today and I'm waiting for the Grapevine meeting to take place.

I'm not sure, 5 as, I'm always trying to minimize the expression of my troubles here on WP..

-8... going downtown soon... to a club... with lots of noise... to meet my boyfriend's mates (most of them ridiculously pretty females!)... just kill me... I feel ugly, dimwitted, I smell of adrenaline and I'd really love a hug..

It's fluctuating by the moment here. Cars are depressing me and making me extremely happy at the same time. Girls on the other hand are just keeping me down lol.

+4....going to be -5 if I take too long replying though lol

(((((((((((((((((((GrimmRomance))))))))))))))) have a hug..


6 as, I'm trying to do my best not to let things get me upset..

3.
My stomach hurts, I have the shakes, and all my muscles are cramping. On top of that, I'm hungry, but I'm pretty sure I'd throw up anything I'd eat.
Oh, and my OCD is starting to shade into paranoia, and I'm having a hard time convincing myself that I'm not useless to anyone, but those are most likely just byproducts of being sick, so I'm going to just ignore the irrational part of my brain.

Points added (it was something like -3 before) because my brain just remarked
"Yes, Rachel, your life is awful; I'm sure that people who are dying from lack of access to clean water and a bowl of rice are thinking 'Thank God I'm not her!'" and that made me start laughing and stop feeling sorry for myself.

-3. I haz a sads

I see blue_bean is sad again.. that makes me less enchanted along with the fact, there are times when I'm on the net and I feel disenchanted quite a great amout even here on WP so, I'll go with -4.9

+7, I'm not happy go lucky but I'm definitely not replaying thoughts of misery in my head over and over again. 2 cups of coffee helps, y'know

5.. I compassionately make my way towards a higher number..

-2.0. Still sad, kinda grumpy at work today. Leery and tired of people who may re-extend care, then switch off thier emotions and take it all away again.

Fluctuating between -5 and +5. Going to go soon and get some food and sunlight in the hope that the rational part of my brain will start working and I'll stop feeling like I'm 13 again.

+8: I went to a great party last night and reconnected with old friends and made loads of new ones. I haven't felt a high like this in a while. I only wish it wasn't over so soon.