scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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+3, kinda sad for someone else and very happy one of my friends has already decided to hang out with me again.

-10.

I nearly killed myself.

-1
I can't help but sigh. So many different things are beyond my control.

-6. People want me to be on the brink. They maliciously stalk me online in order to troll me into f*****g things up even more.

-10

My friend married a guy last weekend because of a ridiculous set of rules she has. She believes things such as: asking for advice signifies an inability to communicate as well as weakness and dependence; a partner should never need emotional support; people should make decisions without any outside help, even if the decision turns out to be foolish.

And I could lose her as a friend because of this.

-5 as, I feel that I'm not being very helpful unto people both in my mundane life and here on WP..

*Daniel sings* Nobody knows the trouble I've seen. Nobody knows my sorrow. */Daniel sings*

No one does, as I don't talk of it. I've seen and felt more f****d up things in my short life for a single person to ever have to endure, and yet, I still walk on, nobody knowing the trouble or sorrow.

I'd rather it that way.

-3
keep eating and eating
keep falling asleep after eating
can't concentrate on study, i've got supplementary exams coming in 2 days, and if i fail that....

Keep trying Melbi, you'll pass!!

Eat a bag of sugar. Drink red cordial or Red Bull, anything!!

i'm more worried about the excessive weight gain at the moment, i dont want to become a fat dork i want to be skinny pretty Melbi forever... but i can't stop eating!! !

I'm sure you'd still be a fox with some curves on ya.



-2. I should stop hesitating and cut my losses already. Theres nothing left

I think blue_bean is correct melb, don't give up.. 2nd, I'm a 5...

I'm sure if I sat back and thought about it, it would be lower.

I'll go with -1 or so.

Good: I have relatives from far away coming here soon. I really like seeing them.
Bad: They are staying at my grandparents house. I don't get along with my grandfather, who sees me as a overgrown baby and spoiled brat. He meanwhile is very much a traditional male head of the household: authoritarian, demands respect, always right (even when he isn't), racist, his strong work ethic makes him believe everyone else is lazy.

Good: My birthday is next week. I'm going to Boston for the day, see a Red Sox game.
Bad: My birthday party is at my grandparents house. Spend more time with my grandfather the as*hole.

Good: I've been getting more work with my part time job this week.
Bad: I still need a full time job, because I'm bored a lot lately and running low on the bank account.

-8. I need to survive but I'm battling low odds

You'll survive.

5 thank you....