You guys are the greatest!
I know I'm only 5 days old but, I love all the diversity, and I laugh at all your quirks, of course there my quirks too but now I can laugh at my self.
annnnndddd I can laugh at someone with a disability.
All through life I thought it was so mean that people made fun of disabilities. yet as a kid and young adult, I would entertain my family laughing them to tears by just relating my stories to them.
derailed sorry,
Uhh oh yea, sleep & food
For sure:
my ex-wife would bring me food when she saw me working on something and I was starting to storm, she called them food drugs, no she didnt put anything in it, but it was like opium still is, if I have a nice meal with in a few bites, my whole demeaner changes, placid, frozen smile on my face, I will even start giggeling, and sometimes singing and saying babble that sounds like babble even to me... my friends in college would say I pay good money to get like you do for nothing.
no sleep, wow the many stories flash through my mind, but sum it up
I have many times awoke in the morning into a fullblown storm, that will send me pacing the house, screaming against all the injustice of life, non stop for many hours, until I am horse, weak and fall a sleep again. the cycle continues until I get some food or enough sleep.
you would think I would way a ton by now, because it is trully a euphoric high. but instead I get so in my zone I forget to eat mostly.
my last NT friend that is actually looking after my best most the time, will ask me if I have eaten latly or slept well,
he didnt even know I got AS.
but he has seen the effects of lack there of.
And he is still my friend
11 May 2010, 8:23 pm
