I have final stage skin cancer

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I will be remember when I make my millons. I will remember all that helped me. I have exceptional qualites which I will use to make alot of money. Anyone who wants to have words and not appologize will not be remembered. Don;t mix words with the master. I am helper not a hurter and I can admit when I am wrong. This and the exceptional qualities I have makes me the master. You are making a big mistake by mixing words with me, you will find out soon enough. I am not making a threat but over time I will demonstrate my talents and you will see how nice and intellegent of a person I am. Be prepared to be shocked.

That really is calling the kettle black.

If you stopped expecting and trying to force people to feel sorry for you, you would get more sympathy. One thing about people is that they don't like to be expected and forced to do things.

Is english your second language? (just out of interest).

I would not expect you to get it. First off you took it too literally, cause you have trouble with abstract thought. You have to have alot of that just to get by with me. I just want alittle more compassion, after all I tried to help Remillard by explaining my actions. He said shut the funk up, that is very rude. I will bet he thinks I am trying to manipulate my way into the chat room. No, wrong, I see the man was loosing his patient with me. I wanted to grant him more. More than the banning but for his fealings. One other thing can we just knock it off Hale bopp? Can we be nice to each other from now on?. I could care less about the cancer right now really. I am actually doing better than all of you right now. I was having a ruff time for some reason. I mean look at me, I give abuse to myself and live 3 years, and was supposed to live 1.
As far as English is concerned, mind is warped from stress, otherwise my grammar would be fine. I never expected to conquer the world cause I had cancer, or manipulate anyone. I just expected a little bit more compassion, after all I am hard not to like if I try and the other person tries a little bit. I will try my best with cancer, but please know that its there and remember that when you have fights we me. I am not going to rely soely on that to manipulate anyone. Its only meant to give me alittle bit extra compassion, cause my prognosis is in my controll, just like people reaction too me. Well I hope nothing happens despite my best efforts. This is my concern, best efforts and faliure k? Give me the compassion I need and I will try not to piss you off k? Its a two part effort, I am not trying to manipulated anyone. Well well tea cleared my thoughts, improved my grammar, and typing ability good.

Last edited by Florescent on 01 May 2006, 9:45 pm, edited 1 time in total.

Do I? Have you met me? Do you know me? No. And for the record I don't have trouble with abstract thought, it comes naturally to me because i'm imaginitive and artsy. Your jokes aren't abstract, they're just a bit weak.

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I'm not the one with the problem. You make stupid names in the chat. You make stupid jokes. I don't say anything. I called you an idiot once because it got very annoying. I haven't said anything since, and you stil won't shutup about it.

You following me so far. Hmm... wonder what that means? I ask you again bury the hatchet, do the smart thing. Apparently you can;t so I will. I am going to ingore your comments. I did everything I was supposed to you have not. You continue to drive me. Honestly are you attracted to me? Well what ever please bury the hatchet.

I've lost friends to cancer, and it's not something I would wish on anyone, even my worst enemy. I'm sure those posters and chat members would feel differently if their family member or close friend was diagnosed with this disease. There are some Aspies such as myself who do have compassion for other people, especially when they're fighting cancer.

I have alot of compassion for people who have cacner, my uncle died of cancer at the age of 47. However I have zero compassion for people who go out of their way to ellicit sympathy out of others, and then get mad at them if they don;t display the right amount of sympathy.

Plus something tells me he's lieing because he has a history of being melodramaitc.

lol Seriously, it was to give myself compassion after I tried my best. I have rejected psychiatric meds and interferon. I don't have a history, that is stuff you pulled out your a s s. I am having a difficult time dealing with my own behavior, because I am not aware of what is going on. The fealing of distress is missing, because its too dificult. Jman needs to seriously, reread, all my posts were I tell him why. This is where I should get the compassion, I figured out what is wrong, so I can controll it. I have a clinical social worker, Paul leinhaas. I have a dermatologist, Dr. solace. I also have an ocologist, Dr. Kinsley. All of them a right near the westerly hospital. I am messing up grammar and spelling, of things related to truama. What does that tell you? Never mind you don;t believe me. I have to reread everthing, because it can get real bad sometimes. Its so I don;t trigger something. Look, I have some abifily, go look it up, and See what this medicine is used for. I have 5mg pills sitting right here. He said take 2.5mg, because I am sensitivite to psychotropic meds. Dr. Roberts is my psychiatrist, that guy gets 85$ per hour.

Seriously, Jman, back down before you make an ass out of yourself. Someone will understand eventually.

And how do you exactly know this? Couldn't it mean that he / she has cancer and would like more respect by the people who lurk within these forums? Like, for example, hale_bopp, emp, and Remillard, whomever they may be?

If respect is wanted, then a good way to increase respect is to stop trying to force people to feel sympathy, and to stop doing things which are manipulative behavior.

Also, I believe I am correct in saying that prior to Florescent's statement "I just put this up so people like hale bopp and emp would stop bsing me. And especially Remillard", the 3 of us people mentioned actually had very little interaction with Florescent.

Basically what happened is that we made 1 or 2 legitimate criticisms, and next thing Florescent writes "I just put this up so people like hale bopp and emp would stop bsing me. And especially Remillard" as if there was a long history of interaction with Florescent -- in reality there was not.

As hale_bopp said to Florescent: "And by the way, I called you an idiot once, you troll me about 5 times a day. What you're doing is actually worse."

So Aeturnus, you are being duped.

lol

I can;t be anymore concrete. You are really pissing me off. I am wondering if you even have the capability to get it.

Please, Emp, do yourself a favor. Just shut up and walk on all fours out of here. Seriously you are killing me. I am dying of laughter. Just shut up now before you embarasse your self. Opps I waited to soon, I think you already did.