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techstepgenr8tion
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10 Apr 2011, 6:30 pm

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It sounds like they still haven't nailed the meds right.

I hope you don't mind my asking, and you don't need to answer this in more detail than you comfortable with, but just for general direction - is it paranoia that's kicked up this hard in the past few weeks, depression, or is it something else?


That would give certain members here fuel for their fires on having me banned.

Then you don't have to be that specific, or you can PM me if the whole topic is that taboo.


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10 Apr 2011, 9:46 pm

Schizoaffective is not schizophrenia, at least as far as I know (I'm too lazy to pull out my DSM, feel free to set me straight).

At any rate though, it's a pretty raw deal, and putting whatever label on it is in itself no help to you.

What I can say is that you are one of my favorite dudes on here and you are more than welcome to PM me if you want some perspective. Techstep said the same, and he's probably smarter than I am and certainly more involved with the site (and as such will probably be more prudent about getting back to you) but if you like, for sure holler at me.

Post up shop at that Creedon bar and be good with yourself.


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11 Apr 2011, 2:12 am

You can't trust doctors, they don't know you. Especially not psychiatric ward doctors, they're a huge waste of time. They don't know you, they don't take the time to get to know you and they're slammed with other patients. Only a normal psychiatrist that you see often could really do anything to help you.

Psych ward doctors... I already forgot all of them. I can't remember their faces nor names... they did nothing, just look at me, say some stuff, give me some random anti-depressant and said... here, take this. Sure saved my life!


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11 Apr 2011, 2:22 am

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Just because those members are outspoken, do not kid yourself for a second that there aren't twice as many that support your place here Ackman. Push comes to shove, there are plenty of people here willing to back you up. I'm one of them.


I second that.
Ackman I hope everything works out for you and the good people of Creedonia. If you need anyone to listen to you feel free to PM me


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17 Apr 2011, 11:46 pm

It's official. I'll be moving into the group home shortly, after my Medicaid get's approved.

I got into another argument with my mother earlier. A certain Phil Collins song really reminds me of the argument:

Well you can tell everyone I'm a dumb disgrace, drag my name all over the place.

I don't care anymore.

You can tell everybody about the state I'm in, you won't catch me crying 'cause I just can't win.

I don't care anymore.