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15 Oct 2011, 12:32 pm

my interests and things im good at are things that have no foreseeable future in anything more than an expensive hobby.



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24 Oct 2011, 5:05 am

Well this has been interesting. The other day I went to bed feeling quite pleased about everything. Yet somehow the thought of suicide entered my head and even when having a good day it seemed like a comforting thought to have



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24 Oct 2011, 6:29 am

Just smoke a joint and relax



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24 Oct 2011, 3:13 pm

sweetcupcake wrote:
Just smoke a joint and relax


thats never happening.



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24 Oct 2011, 4:40 pm

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Im not sure what to try anymore, it always seems the more I try the less thigs look in my way. And its not just in one specific area of my life, its in all of them. I dont see why try anymore seeing it only goes downhill. people tell me to just stick around and things will change but its been maybe 7 years since theyve been telling me those things and the feelings are the same and the situations are generally the same. I dont get why anymore.


Yeah that is kind of how I feel.........for a while I smoked weed to deal with the pain, I still do but even that does not make me feel much better anymore. I don't really have any advice, but I definatly know the feeling.