Should I just end it now?

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emlion
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17 Oct 2011, 11:25 am

double post.

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17 Oct 2011, 11:30 am

emlion wrote:

Wow. Just because you hate people doesn't mean everyone does.
Purchase is one of the loveliest people around here despite all she's been through.
You'd do well to be more like her.
Also, derailing a thread in the haven with your hate isn't on.

She's a phony like you

You're not special just because of what's between your legs, even though I'm sure it seems that way.

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17 Oct 2011, 11:32 am

SadAspy wrote:

emlion wrote:

She's a phony like you.

I just feel sorry for you, it must be very painful to carry around so much hate.

Anyway, i'm not going to derail MR20's thread any further.
(I hope you get past this MR20, btw)

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17 Oct 2011, 11:42 am

emlion wrote:

SadAspy wrote:

emlion wrote:

She's a phony like you.

I just feel sorry for you, it must be very painful to carry around so much hate.

Anyway, i'm not going to derail MR20's thread any further.
(I hope you get past this MR20, btw)

You don't feel sorry for me. No one here does.

And no one does for MR20 either.

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17 Oct 2011, 11:52 am

Wow, SadAspy, it's kinda meta- around here. You're almost cruising for a suicide by mod.

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17 Oct 2011, 12:23 pm

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Wow, SadAspy, it's kinda meta- around here. You're almost cruising for a suicide by mod.

I want to be banned (though I do mean everything I've said)......I hate it here. You may say "well, then no one makes you post." Well the truth is, I get very bored during the day and so I come here and argue with the heartless b*****s.

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17 Oct 2011, 12:34 pm

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You don't feel sorry for me. No one here does.

You've made it much harder to in this thread. You want to resort to attacks on people, actions that would show a persons own insecurity and says nothing else. MR20 seemed to like their advice.. so.. what you want to prevent him from getting a useful reply to his topic by attacking a person who's advice he appreciated? Thumbs up.

MR20 you shouldn't off yourself, changing your life for the better isn't impossible. People have rough patches in their life--this does not negate the rest of your life by a long shot.

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17 Oct 2011, 2:59 pm

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Purchase is just manipulating him, so yeah I am helping out MR20.

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17 Oct 2011, 3:37 pm

SadAspy, I don't know you, but it sounds like you've been hurt by a lot of people. I don't want to patronize you, but I do hope things get better for you.

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17 Oct 2011, 6:31 pm

As with everything I can only go off experience. Purchase has been really nice and friendly to me ever since I've joined this site. Heh, she even offered to send me money/clothes to help me get out of my situation. (I politely declined of course)

I don't really think she'd try to intentionally hurt or be mean to someone for no reason. Maybe you two had a misunderstanding or something.

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17 Oct 2011, 7:41 pm

This is one of the biggest loads of crap I've ever seen in a thread. What is this, fourchan? SadAspy, if you want to be an as*hole, you might like it there.

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17 Oct 2011, 8:07 pm

Usually when I'm feeling angry and depressed I get out this old rusty sickle that I bought off of one of my friends. Just holding it makes me feel a little better. I can run around with it outside and hack at stuff with it and think about decapitating people with it. Brass knuckles are also good to have if you feel like punching something. Maybe if you got a nice weapon you could have some fun with it like mutilating an efigy or something and it'd cheer you up. Burning things is also fun.

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17 Oct 2011, 8:16 pm

MR20 wrote:

I don't really think she'd try to intentionally hurt or be mean to someone for no reason..

Believe it...because that is how ALL women are. Don't let them fool you like they've fooled me.

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17 Oct 2011, 8:40 pm

SadAspy wrote:

MR20 wrote:

I don't really think she'd try to intentionally hurt or be mean to someone for no reason..

Believe it...because that is how ALL women are. Don't let them fool you like they've fooled me.

A large percentage of the human race would try to intentionally hurt or be mean to someone for no reason but that doesn't mean you should just assume that someone would in advance. I hate cold blooded people who hurt and be mean to other people for no reason. But revenge is a more honorable cause because it is done with personal hatred as your motivation and it is not just some feeble minded sociopathic act in which someone displaces their emotions on another person.

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17 Oct 2011, 8:55 pm

I have no idea as to what country you currently reside in, albeit there is some advice I may be able to give you. Have you contemplated applying for some means of disability? Here we call it Social Security. It's not the best means to generate an income, but if you apply for it and get it, you may be able to save up to purchase a new place of residence when your Grandmother dies. During that time you could take steps into teaching yourself how to function on a day to day basis.

You don't appear to be unintelligent at all. Perhaps you could try to go to College when you feel that you're ready to handle a situation like that? Perhaps study something that could help you in the video game industry? If you love games, that could potentially be a good path for you. But in the end, your career path is up to you. Do you have insurance? Because if you do it sounds like you need to speak to a psychiatrist about potential medication and therapy. There are people that want to help.

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17 Oct 2011, 9:38 pm

emlion wrote:

SadAspy wrote:

purchase wrote:

I say you definitely should not for the reasons I've laid out before. I understand that you feel very bad now and I want you to not suffer any longer and you can do that AND continue living. I actually physically drew up a chart putting all of the reasons you believe you have to end your life into categories by why they are not reasons to end your life and it leaves 0 reasons to end it. I know you feel bad and I didn't want to seem flippant by posting it but I can if you have any interest in seeing it. I can't tell you how frustrating it is to see a fellow person suffering and believing they are doomed when I can see they are not. And it does not take any kind of special vision to see it, just an outside perspective. It is hard when you are mired in your own difficult circumstances, most debilitating of all depression, to see that they are ones that you can get out of and be happy.

I really think you need to talk to mental health professionals about ways to stop feeling like this.

If you feel really bad and like you might harm yourself please call 911.

Why do you keep pretending to care about anyone but yourself? Do you get off on this sh**?

Purchase is a very sweet person and you treat her like that? If I were you, I'd apologize. Not all people are made of stern stuff like you are.

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