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Ann2011
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25 Oct 2011, 7:58 am

I feel for you Sweetleaf. It's not easy. The psychologist is paid to listen to you, so you can tell them how you feel. Sometimes it helps to make a list of your symptoms so you're clear about what you want to say before you go in.



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25 Oct 2011, 11:53 am

The_Perfect_Storm wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
Ann2011 wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
It's just the feeling I got and what doctor? its not like I have insurance or enough money to pay out of pocket.


I mean the psychologist. I've been to some good ones and some bad ones. It's hard to know what to expect.

Society is strange - I try to ignore it and just focus on my little piece of it (mainly my apartment.) It's not worth trying to make sense of everything.


I can't seem to ignore it, and I can't seem to make sense of anything at all because everything feels so pointless.

Buying crap does not make me feel better, college is just making me feel worse, even the oh so wonderful cannabis is not making me feel much better anymore it does however decrease my motivation to act on suicidal thoughts which is good. But yeah I just don't know what to do and I cannot even bring myself to tell anyone in real life that I feel so horrible.


It makes sense that shopping and college don't help. They're not supposed to be thereuputic.

Medication would probably help if you got the right balance. If you're running out of options speak to someone about it and give it a go.


Medication won't fix the world...and why should life be hell? I know things like college and shopping aren't meant to be theraputic.....but they aren't supposed to be hell either. Its all pointless though so whatever uhh and yeah I just don't know who I am supposed to talk to about this.......I don't want to be criticized IRL for feeling so depressed and suicidal.