Starting to believe the Aspie Haters. :(
lostonearth35 wrote:
Lately I feel like NT's who are not autism friendly and autistic people who are very negative about it are the ones who really are right, and everything I believed and stood up for was wrong. Why not, I've been wrong nearly my whole life. I guess we really are all just a bunch of freaks and losers who don't deserve a decent life. We're slow, dumb, weird, and all we care about are worthless things that no one else gives a you-know-what about. Albert Einstein didn't have Asperger's but Hitler did, and saying it's our right to be what we are and we don't need a cure makes us radicals who aren't fair to parents of severely autistic children. We're wasting money and resources and we should just all be killed off.
If that's what the majority of NT's think, then they must be right, right? because they're always right. I get it. I'm tired of fighting it and I just want to give up. Maybe I'll become a serial killer because that's what I'm supposed to be, anyway. At least it'll get me out of the apartment more often. I'd like to go kill me some psychiatrists and politicians, but people tend to notice when they go missing after a couple days. That's why a lot of killers tend to prey on elderly people and prostitutes. Poisoning is less bloody than guns and sharp objects, and the victims usually die really horribly, but as if I'm going to be just able to just sneak it into their food in public. Another thing I'll just stink at doing.
I live a life of isolation and sometimes I feel so down I can't even focus on my video games.![Sad :(](./images/smilies/icon_sad.gif)
If that's what the majority of NT's think, then they must be right, right? because they're always right. I get it. I'm tired of fighting it and I just want to give up. Maybe I'll become a serial killer because that's what I'm supposed to be, anyway. At least it'll get me out of the apartment more often. I'd like to go kill me some psychiatrists and politicians, but people tend to notice when they go missing after a couple days. That's why a lot of killers tend to prey on elderly people and prostitutes. Poisoning is less bloody than guns and sharp objects, and the victims usually die really horribly, but as if I'm going to be just able to just sneak it into their food in public. Another thing I'll just stink at doing.
I live a life of isolation and sometimes I feel so down I can't even focus on my video games.
![Sad :(](./images/smilies/icon_sad.gif)
Unfortunately, many people can be ignorant and insensitive to others. I'm sorry that you feel like this, and I'm not calling you wrong, but sometimes ruminating over the hatefulness of others actually lets them win, if you know what I mean. I mean, these hateful people that you speak of, they're really not worth your time, if you know what I mean. You don't have to fall prey to them, you can live your life as you see fit and not let them get the best of you.
People who hate other people who have Aspergers does not make it the fault of people who have Aspergers. It just means that the people who hate are hateful people.
I know my advice must sound generic, but I believe in it, and I think you should at least try it.
I hope you feel better.
P.S. When I have these feelings, what really works for me is humor, like watching comedy skit shows on YouTube, for instance.
Take care!
lostonearth35 wrote:
I guess we really are all just a bunch of freaks and losers who don't deserve a decent life. We're slow, dumb, weird, and all we care about are worthless things that no one else gives a you-know-what about.
I agree. I am one too.
Albert Einstein didn't have Asperger's but Hitler did
I agree. I am one too.
Albert Einstein didn't have Asperger's but Hitler did
Zeig Heil, Motherf***er!
lostonearth35 wrote:
and saying it's our right to be what we are and we don't need a cure makes us radicals who aren't fair to parents of severely autistic children.
I wish every day that my mom gave me an abortion.
lostonearth35 wrote:
We're wasting money and resources and we should just all be killed off.
My dad wastes his retirement keeping me alive. If I had a gun, or some nembutal, I wouldn't be typing this sentence.
lostonearth35 wrote:
If that's what the majority of NT's think, then they must be right, right? because they're always right. I get it. I'm tired of fighting it and I just want to give up. Maybe I'll become a serial killer because that's what I'm supposed to be, anyway. At least it'll get me out of the apartment more often. I'd like to go kill me some psychiatrists and politicians, but people tend to notice when they go missing after a couple days. That's why a lot of killers tend to prey on elderly people and prostitutes. Poisoning is less bloody than guns and sharp objects, and the victims usually die really horribly, but as if I'm going to be just able to just sneak it into their food in public. Another thing I'll just stink at doing.
I live a life of isolation and sometimes I feel so down I can't even focus on my video games.![Sad :(](./images/smilies/icon_sad.gif)
I live a life of isolation and sometimes I feel so down I can't even focus on my video games.
![Sad :(](./images/smilies/icon_sad.gif)
I f*****g love this guy!! !!
I'm adding you as a friend, if you don't mind. Do you browse /pol/, by chance?
sly279 wrote:
Hitler didn't have aspergers
Agreed. I've seen the theory about Hitler having AS expounded upon by a few posters - mostly on here - but I'm not remotely convinced. He was far too adept at manipulating people and second-guessing their fears and prejudices. I think Einstein is a far more likely aspie candidate than any of the world's worst dictators.
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