well at least u could pinpoint the sourse of gut feeling. sometimes i cant. i feel danger and i dont know where it comes from. i set the scene ablaze to light out the dark corners in that case xd (and usually get evicted after, ya). there are allways ppl who want me back (yes, after the psycho display, ya), but they never get it done, and i lately cannot be arsed, so i just tell them to stand down and see me outside of that group i fucksploded xD works for us. there allways be somebody who hates me just for being me, even in my "i am just shy, awkward gal" mode. nuff said. exept, dont let them f**k with u.
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sanity is a prison. insanity is doom. is there a third option, please?
beware the ire of the patient ones!
and if i walk away, who is gonna stay? i believe to make the world be a better place.