ReginaNightstalker wrote:
Anyone have sensory seeking behaviors that are actually erotically stimulating? If anyone has ever heard of Objectum sexuality, then I pretty much have to say I am that way because I am in love with old school buildings that have the wood elements in them. There is something about the classrooms that are attractive. I'm attracted to the classrooms at my old high school strongly. I think the wood framed boards are attractive and the hallways with the clerestory windows. I sometimes feel like I want to sensually caress it. I have a think for loving to feel cold smooth surfaces and I just love to feel whiteboards. There's something pleasurable about it that's both relaxing and erotically stimulating.I love it. I'm 30 by the way and still live at home. My parents find my fixation with them as a mental illness and insanity. I just can't get them to understand that I just like it because it feels good.I love the classrooms because they're beautiful. They inspired so many great art works and experimental concepts that I have been working on for about 15 years now. I miss those classrooms so bad. All I have are pictures and the place is being renovated. It makes me sad because they are replacing the boards with TVs and I fear all the woodwork will be gone. Sometimes I just dream of being wrapped up in the place just feeling it surrounding me and caressing my bare skin. Yes, a bit erotic there. I have a small whiteboard at home that I just love to massage myself with and caress from time to time.It feels so good. But my parents think I'm insane because of all the ever changing childhood fixations that I have had. I'm saddened because I really feel pleasure from it and don't want to lose it. Is anyone else relatable? I'm being called childish because I love to just play around with a whiteboard. Why it feels so good to me I'll never know.
@ Fnord.
FFS, Fnord, what's your problem? <sigh>
Seems perfectly fine to me.
Unusual, but not smutty.