What are you trying to get referred for again? I got referred for therapy by my GP, but it sounds like you already have a therapist so I am just a bit confused. Do you need to be referred to someone to get medicine?
I hope that your therapist can be helpful to you and that your appointment with them goes well.
I also agree that taking a shower can be helpful. I don't know if you don't like them in general, but feeling clean and physically refreshed afterwards usually helps me deal with things better. It's like washing the stress away a bit.
Yeah in the uk councillors/therapists can't prescribe stuff, they have to refer you to someone else. I'm not sure if I will have to go to the gp or if because she is private she can refer me to someone else. Just hoping it all works out. Hoping the fact my other family members who take meds/have mental health problems were shocked I'd never been offered any will mean maybe my anxiety is wrong for downplaying this/worrying I'm just being silly.