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I'm not entirely sure what we're talking about, but it's obvious that Ana54 exited about it so I'll just go with the flow. And like svend_sved said joining in a little get together is something I wish I could partake in as well, heh.

So, congratulations, happy hunting, good luck and other things of that nature!

ahhhhh makes me want to be young again -- Let the good times roll.

Have Fun

I am an idiot. My understimulation has made me one, anyway. MADDuck is suspicious of adverb, who is suspicious of MADDuck... username88 is suspicious of MADDuck... rexmas I don't know... adverb is coming up all alone to get me... but what if he DOES rape and kill me? MADDuck basically hung up on me twice when I talked to him on the phone today and then he ratted me out to my mother, and if he does it again I'll be seriously pissed and there will be consequences! I had to tell my mother it was probably just a rumor he heard. No, they don't know-- I wanted to avoid days or weeks of shouting, crying, pleading, etc. I just couldn't handle that emotionally; I was so understimulated already I couldn't take more negative stimulation. MADDuck basically said it was my responsibility to put up with that s**t. He even admitted that part of why he was so adamant about me not going with adverb is because he's jealous. I'm not attracted to him in that way anymore. I also think he's come to like my mother from the conversations he had with her. He even said to me once that I wold break her heart going down there when she was so excited about me starting school again and was blabbing on and on about it. "That's the old fart in me, I guess," he said. So WHAT? Adverb is going to meet them anyway.

Ok so um.. Whos house are we going to again? I hope everything turns out well, we cant all get into fights like this and expect it to work out..

We're going to Adverb's 4-bedroom house.


My mother is also concerned that you three might gang up and... ugh. I hope I really do know you better than that.

Youve known me longer than you have any of them as far as I know, hopefully you can trust me by now. I know I can trust you though. Plus, if anyone tries to hurt you I wont hesitate to beat their sorry ass, I think you know Im capable too

MADuck said that about you too, so I think I'm safe; I trust you four for some reason. I've seen Adverb's ID and posted pictures of him looking like 20 different people, but with the same face, so he'd have to live in the wilderness forever on the run if he wanted to elude law enforcement... MADDuck worried about my safety and I have to give him that, and he didn't say I was a fool, just that I was understimulated. Rexmas I trust for some reason. He doesn't have a car and is flying in; that makes me trust him for some stupid reason.


Now I know what to put on an Aspie t-shirt... "I'm not a fool and I'm not ignorant. I'm just understimulated."

I think I trust those other ones too. Umm maybe you can get them to pm me or something lol I suck at starting stuff like that.

Just did.


My mother was so nice to me; didn't take a panicked and/or angry and/or patronizing tone with me. I feel so so so bad.

Na dont worry about it you did nothin wrong.

Sometimes you wonder if you had just been a little more careful or thought it out more-- would having to do the dull dark boring silent work of thinking really have depressed me so much?-- you might have prevented people pain. Sometimes you wonder when you make a difficult decision whether the option you picked was really the right one of the two, or if there was a third option I could have chosen where less or nothing would be lost.

OMG, he's here.

Now Adverb and I are near Portland. We have some pictures we'll post later too.