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07 Apr 2008, 10:44 am

886,
if havent already go to hospital,phone ambulance,text them whatever,get help,could PM one of the online mods or Alex with home details so they can get help to home.

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07 Apr 2008, 11:20 am

I hope he didn't have to do it. I'm not saying I hope he didn't do it because that's nasty and totally ignorant. Me and adverb should have picked him up when we passed by his town on our way to adverb's place. But we didn't even bother to make that little detour, just because we hadn't heard from him about it. And then we found out he wished we had picked him up. What his parents think about him leaving them and quitting school and work is none of their damn business. If his parents want to keep him down, it's a crime. I mean it; it's a f*****g CRIME. It should be illegal.

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07 Apr 2008, 12:25 pm

Ana54 wrote:

According to his previous post, he DID do it. Unless he got treatment immediately after that, things don't look good.
This is very chilling.

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07 Apr 2008, 12:40 pm

Quite a shame.

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07 Apr 2008, 1:01 pm

I meant I hoped he threw it up or something, I guess. Or got treatment and wasn't locked up like a bloody sex offender or murderer or bank robber.

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07 Apr 2008, 4:16 pm

If he did indeed go through with it, RIP 886.

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07 Apr 2008, 6:10 pm

886 wrote:

Well, I did it. = =

I'm currently under the influence of 100mg of risperdal (50x the normal dose I take)

And no, this isn't about the second job thing. That's over and done with. It's the past. This is a whole different situation.

I feel my blood pressure rising. Or is it dropping? I can't tell. I feel really, really warm. My head is heavy.

It just isn't worth it to take 2 hours to get out of bed everyday.

I will never have the social skills to make friends, I'm just going to die lonely and sad and have around 10 cats, living paycheck to paycheck due to my inability to be successful and go to college.

I've just decided life isn't worth the struggle with this mental illness. Weather or not people think it's selfish or a stupid reason to end my life, I care not. It's too late already.

I'm gonna drive off to the mountains and die in peace. So I doubt anyone here is stupid enough, but if you call someone, I won't be home, nor have my cell phone on me.

Gee, whoever thought risperdal would taste this disgusting? =_=

Bad! Throw it up! Do something! Please, do you want the last thing to remember is the disgusting taste of risperdal? (I know, I've had it before)

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07 Apr 2008, 6:11 pm

Thomas1138 wrote:

<sigh>

Does this happen often?

No, people don't commit suicide all the time...

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07 Apr 2008, 6:46 pm

If anybody knows what's happening with 886, please PM me. I'm REALLY worried.

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07 Apr 2008, 8:29 pm

PM me too if you know.

Is there a good chance he couldn't keep it down and didn't have anything else to use?

I'm also sort of scared that he got into a car crash or something or worse, that his parents found him passed out at home and they botched it trying to save him and now he's alive and f****d up for life or in a plce where he gets even more suicidal due to being treated like s**t.

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08 Apr 2008, 7:18 am

I'm EXTREMELY worried, so please tell me ANY news, even if it seems trival!
886, I hope you're okay!

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08 Apr 2008, 6:34 pm

ebec11 wrote:

I'm EXTREMELY worried, so please tell me ANY news, even if it seems trival!
886, I hope you're okay!

I did a little searching when all of this started to look like something bad may happen. I hope I didnot step over any boundries in doing so. I really enjoy this site, and eventhough I do not post often...Im more of a lurker of sorts. (BTW, my 5 yo son is autistic...I am NT)
Anyways, I looked at 886's profile and saw that he has a myspace page, so I clicked on the link (I am on myspace too). I sent a message to the last person that was in contact with 886's comment section. I gave him the link to this blog. The guy just responded as follows....

"Wow, well, I checked his myspace also, and messaged his cousin asking about all of this.. I don't know him personally, I just played an online game with him.. Diablo II... i'll let ya know what his cousin says. "

Again....I hope I did not step over any boundries in doing this, I just felt like I had to do something to assist. Forgive me if I have done wrong. If you want I will post if the guy sends me anymore on this. Lets hope for the best.

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08 Apr 2008, 9:05 pm

He hasn't logged on since, I hope he's ok...

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08 Apr 2008, 9:29 pm

oblekis wrote:

ebec11 wrote:

I'm EXTREMELY worried, so please tell me ANY news, even if it seems trival!
886, I hope you're okay!

A person could be dead, I don't think there ARE many boundaries you could cross!
Does anybody live near by? Do you guys know where he lives so you could check up on him?

My anxiety's really up there, because I need to know, one way or another!

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08 Apr 2008, 10:32 pm

oblekis wrote:

ebec11 wrote:

I'm EXTREMELY worried, so please tell me ANY news, even if it seems trival!
886, I hope you're okay!

I think that was a good idea, and there's really nothing else to be done but wait.

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09 Apr 2008, 6:44 am

I am very glad to let you all know that 886 is okay. Here is the message I got from his online friend that I contacted.....

"Thank you so much for letting me know that he is okay. Everyone on Wrong Planet will be glad that he is going to be okay.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: -jason-
Date: Apr 9, 2008 12:24 AM

Andrews cousin messaged me saying that he is in the hospital right now but he is going to be ok... so yeah.. he must have done something.
----------------- Original Message -----------------

Just wanted you all to know, and lets all keep him in our thoughts for a speedy recovery....and to get the help he needs to battle his demons.

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