I'm feeling suicidal too.

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Don't tell me you've got a kid and you want to kill yourself. And at least you've got a boyfriend geez...

Okay, he apologized. He said he would never do that again and that he definitely didn't think I was a wimp, and that if he treated me like a wimp in the future, to tell him.


I feel like a huge weight was just lifted off me and I don't feel suicidal anymore.

Edit: Yay! I asked him if he thought there was any news I couldn't handle, and he said no, and asked "Why would there be?" I hope he's serious.


He said he understands now how I thought hethought I was a wimp and how he treated me like one without meaning to. I don't know if I believe the without meaning to thing.


?He's going to send me to Canada for a while to visit my parents and stay if I want to. He thinks I should think about whether I want to stay in a relationship with him, and cdome back if I want to.

that's sound cool Ana (:

And that's the enda that chapter. *slings scarff over shoulder*

Now he says he won't treat me like a wimp anymore, period, not even by accient, because he knows what treating me like a wimp means and he won't do it.

Ana - all relationships are different... but my husband will do things and not tell me things to prevent me from worrying (not often, but sometimes) - I imagine he wouldn't have told me about the mercury thing in the light bulb if I was pregnant and may have come into contact with it.
I would consider that he wants to protect me because he cares about me, he wants me to be happy and he would want to save me from pointless worry. I am kinda child like - but .... that would not be the reason he wouldn't tell me.

however I realise you are not me ....glad things are okay now.

That's not the way you protect someone. You protect them by telling them the truth.


Also, Computerlove, no child deserves to be treated like that either.


He apologized for not telling me that he was upset (and that therefore it was really bad) so I'm okay now.

What did computerlove do wrong?

*puzzled face*
me too tries to understand, I thought I was supporting Ana

I got your back brotha.

You were. I know you were. I think you were the one who said he was treating me like a child and I said no child deserves to be treated like that either.

ah ok (: all is good then (:

hamster dance!

Updste: I misunderstood what he said. He actually said that he didn't keep it from me. I misquoted him when I quoted "I kept it from you because..." he actaually didn't say that. It turns out that the reason he didn't tell me was that he didn't want to even think about it himself, let alone talk about it. He said, "It was me who couldn't handle the truth, not you." As for the disease thing he said he didn';t want me to think he was trying to show me disturbing photos on the internet. (He said he didn;t want to show them off and thats why he ytold me I didn't want to know... I believe he means that he didn't want nme to think he had brought up the disease as an excuse to show off the pictures. He said he didnt think I was too weak to see them and that if I want he could help me find the more popular gross pictures if I wanted to be informed. (But I'm just not interested.) He also said he wasn't trying to protect me from the truth and that he never wants to hide the truth from me or treat me like a wimp.


I just felt I had to say all this so that you guys don't think he was treating me like a wimp.

^
glad to hear that Ana (: