the world hates me and i want to die!

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Me neither.

Gosh, I hate you are feeling that way. I don't think the world hates you but even if it does, get back at it by living. That kept me going for years until I found a better way to cope. Think of it like this "The world hates me but I'm going to keep living just to piss it off!" I know it isn't the ideal attitude but it should do until you can find a better one.

I don't know you personally but you seem to be a good person to me and worth having around. That's a rare quality in a person anymore.

See, the people that have posted so far and the ones who will post later are trying to support you because they don't hate you. That means the world doesn't hate you after all. Live for those few people and to hell with the rest.

How are you doing physically? Have you had that operation yet? Is Just You around and being supportive? How about your family, are they available for you now? I think you need some people around who care for you.

Anyway, don't do anything stupid. This will pass. When I get feeling like that I alway remind myself that my life expands and contracts. and while I'm in a period of contracting at the moment, a period of losses where I'm taking hits, it will not last. And it doesn't. Things always get better, the losses I've taken always get replaced with something else.

Please do not give up on life, I am sure that if you think for a while it is likely that you will think of something you wish to do in this mortal existance called life.

You do lots of things right. You are excellent at helping others - lending support and hope. You sing beautifully. You have an open mind and are accepting of others - never putting anyone down. You are very easy to talk with - even for me where communicating is a rather difficult task. You care about animals and probably do them a good service. I can go on, but my point is you just have to think about all the things you are good at and do a wonderful job. I am sure many others here feel that you are a great person with lots to offer. Thanks for being you!

I'm feeling better, after sleeping for over 17 hours I seem to have come out of my depression. I'm still tired if you can believe it.

I'm glad I am not that depressed any more. I don't know exactly what made me so sad but I'm glad I'm doing better now.

Are you considering your AS brain as a cause ? I believe build up of stress can cause chemicals (like drugs) in the brain to build up. I could build up over days or weeks... and take days or weeks to clear it. Sleeping may indeed have helped! Maybe dreaming lots helped clear the brain chemically. And you still feel tired as your brain was busy the whole 17 hours.

Plus I find positive enjoyable things. Favorite songs, favorite movies, backrubs and hugs from those who love you.

I encourage you to read this, written by a 39 year old male, Specifically on causes: http://life-with-aspergers.blogspot.com ... tdown.html