Can they have a trial behind your back

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If the police were investigating you and were leaking information to your neighbors then there is no way on hell those charges would stand in a court of law. That is in violation of the Constitution and so many other laws. Please go to the hospital.

hospital hospital hospital. Ive been to the hospital. what do they do, the test my bloodpressure through the night then discharged me with a prescription for a weeks worth of risperidone and thats about it. my mother brought me there like in november. nothing they can do cause it was to see if I rected to the risperidone and if I could take it to shrival my balls. I wish they would have talked to me and delt with me on why they where doing all of this seeing I would have kept taking the celexa if I knew that sever charges where what where in order for me. I didnt know cause they where saying that you are sick darrell you are hearing thihngs darrell and then giving me somthing to fix it. no they couldent talk to me about what they where really after no. they couldent give me the strait of it and had me make the hard choice of what to do knowing the consequiences of not following the pill through.

Hi Darrell- I had to get some work done, so i couldn't monitor the thread for a while. I am certain that is you tell the doctors that you think people are watching you and out to get you, among other things you have mentioned here, they will do more than just take your blood pressure. It is obvious your medication is either not working or may be causing this episode. If your medicine has not been adjusted since November, it is possible that your body is too used to the current dose, or the medicine no longer works at all.

No one can get to you at the hospital to harm you, and that is just the best place for you right now. This is why everyone is pushing you to go. We all care about you and know that you need to be under a doctor's care.

im sorry for the last post but it really upsets me whene people say that I should go to the hospital whene they cant do anything. There is nothing they can do. I am going to see my srink tomorrow and he will Ether give me more medicin or he will do what he thinks that he should.

Thank God! I am so glad you are going tomorrow to your P-doc. Please tell him everything OK? They have confidentiality so there is no need to worry about wire taps or him telling anyone else.

under the law all psycologists have to tell the police if any harm/abuse of any sort is talked about. otherwise yes there is confedentiality. I have been trying to talk to him about helping me talk to the police about not puting me away for fourty years I am not a threat to anybody. I am sorry for my mistakes and all. all I know is if I have to go to prison for fourty years I am going to pop every pill I have in my mouth so I dont have to go. I will not go to prison for the rest of my life. It is not fair. I am always on the lookout for the day that it is going to happen and I hope I have the courage to go through with it in the event that I have to go to prison. I would rather that then some bum in prison injecting me with a syringe full of air or choking me with celiphane while his buddys hold me down.

Im not really suicidal It is just not worth living if I will never see my mother again and my brother. I keep trying to find A way that I can live without going to prison for the rest of my life and I dont see them letting me off lightly. I made a fool out of myself. I ddint know initially what they wanted and I thought that it was unfair for them to shrivil my balls for porn then it was too late by the time I found out that I am going for more sivear charges. I dont want to live if I am going to go for fourty years. I want god to strike me down if I have to be incarcerated that long. I even prayed for that from god. If I am going to prison for fourty years god strike me dead and bring me to heaven please. this is the only prair that I cant help but have under the cercomstances. I keep praying that god help me out of this. I am not a person who would do anything to hurt somone exept by accedent but no one will listen. I am sorry for my mistakes I cant chainge them. I feel ashaimed for them. I dont want to go to prison for the rest of my life. I feel safer now than before. and I dont see in the futer needing to take this mesure unless it comes to pass that I am going to prison for the rest of my life and I am assured of that. i would never hurt myself any other time.

I know that some people say that I am a control freak but the real truth is that I dont know what is going on and it scares me. maby that is why they call me a control freak. I need to adress the problems that are occuring and I cant do that if no one will give me the truth. I feel scared and I cant handle the world if I am going somewhere that I dont see a way out of. I havent done enough crime knowledgeable of everything to deserve the punishment that they want of me. I feel that I need to die before that. I want the courage to do it before they get a hold of me and put me in for the rest of my life. but I am scared that god will put me in hell. It is not fair that they could go ahead and decide that I go for fourty years for the things that I have done. I havent done enough to deserve that. why are they doing this. I need to do somthing to stop this. this is not fair. they use this tactic of keeping me away from the information thinking that I cannot react and do anything if I dont know but if I know that is the case I could do all the nasty things that I said but didnt mean. I am not a threat and it is not fair that they could have a trial behind my back. and I am not some sicko that deserves this. they just keep puting wood on the fire making me more and more insane everyday. why couldent they talk to me. why? I am not a bad person. I am not somone who goes outside thinking how I am going to hurt somone. I think of ways that I wont hurt somone. I didnt know how to talk to people without hurting them and I didnt talk to people in highschool because of that. I didnt understand people and I didnt know what to do. still they still think that I am a bad person. They still think that I am going to harm somone by being free. this is not fair. this is not fair. I am not a control freak, or a control personality. I let my mother control my life and let others decide things for me and I do what they say at times. I dont go out telling people how to live there life whith exeption of my mother and her smoking.

They cannot have a trial behind your back. They cannot involve your neighbours as a surveilance team in any ongoing investigation or release defammatory information about you to your neighbours, workmates, mother or people passing by your windows.

You keep asking why are they are doing "this" noting that it is not fair, not reasonable, and I add that it is also not believable. They are not doing "this" because "this" would not be fair, reasonable or allowed.

You say they are keeping information away from you as a tactic but also claim they have informed a large number of people, one of whom you earlier indicated came into your apartment and made "noose" gestures at you, and a number of whom you claim are random people passing by your window. This is evidently not how people keep secrets. If the police did not want you to know something they would keep the information from your mother, your neighbours, your workmates and people passing your window.

I never claimed that someone came into my apartment and made noose signals I clamed that somone at work made noose signals while saying that this is what they do to pedophiles in prison.

I think that my naibors are a survailence teem from the police or before they where some sort of thereipy monitoring thing because they where looking at my teen transgressions whene I moved in here. I didnt know that they where survailing but I get the jist from the begining that I have been watched and thatt They started to not like what they saw and got mad. I only got more sever whene I realized that I was being spyed on. it really bothers me that the governemnt can spy on you and then to think that my naibors can spy on me. that really makes me upset. I got really upset and said somt things that I regreat and I cant help it now. They think that I am a threat and I am not. they think that I deserve to go to prison for fourty years and I dont. Why cant they listen to me and know that I am not a bad person. I get mad whene People do bad things to me and I get upset but I normally dont even do anything about it. I dont. if I type about somthing and talk about it to defuse my upset they shoulld have had no part of it but they where watching me. this is not fair. I really want to kill myself and go to heaven if god would accept a suicide. I want to go to heaven and god wont kill me so what can I do. These people dont understand me and they hate me. I am not a bad person I am not an evil person. why do they hate me so much. I made a mistake whene I was a teen and I am sorry for it and I would never do anything like it again. why do they have to go this far against me? why? why do I have to go to prison for fourty years? Im going to ask my mother if I can move to somewhere like the archadea wwhere the rent is the same as the noha subsidised rent and I wont have to deal with my naibors.

The point remains the same. The police could not tell this person information about any investigation or court action involving you as it would be defammatory and would prejudice their case, and they certainly would not be telling people at your work anything about such a case if they were trying to keep it a secret from you as you claim.


They are not. What you are suggesting would require an excessive amount of resources and there is no way resources would be used this way as there are just not enough such resources to go around.

Well of course it would bother you; it would bother most reasonable people which is one reason why strict restrictions apply to such spying. In your case not only would the resources not be used in this manner (as it is excessively wasteful and disproportionate) but also no judge would authorize a surveilance warrant in such circumstances. It would be illegal to collect information in the means you describe and would actually undermine any atttempt to prosecute you, and further would put the police at risk of an expensive law suite.

Anywhere you move is likely to have neighbours and since your current neighbours are probably not spying on you at all, yet you think they are, it is likely that if you move you will form similar erroneous notions about any future neighbours you have.

You are way past the statute of limitations for any alleged crimes you may have committed as a teen. The only time your doctor can contact the police is when you very specifically say you are going to hurt a specific person(s). Your medication is clearly not working and I am glad you are going to see your doctor tomorrow.

my mother keeps saying that she is llooking for a place like a rundown house that I could pay the rent on that is if possible noha subsidizable so I wouldent have any naibors. I keep hoping that things arnt happening the way that I think but whene I typed about commiting suicide A car droveing right away and I started the post ofter that and they came out talkign like he is such a child and stuff and sorry for botherijng you like they where reading what I type. I dont know how much time I have I dont know whene they are coming for me. I dont know. It makes me scared not knowing. I have been in a holding pattern in my life not knowing what is going on and all I want is to know what is going on. why is there so much a problem with that. I keep trying to get my mother to talk to me about these things but she wont. I know I am upsetting her at times and I dont know why she cant talk about it. I am not a bad person. I am not a terrible person that is bent on hurting anybody. I made mistakes in my life and I am getting the stick that will kill me. This will kill me. I am scared. I just want to know what is going on and no one will tell me. and I am scared. I cant trust anybody. I know now that you cant have a trial behind somones back but why is it that they give me the impression. I made a mistake in my life. I am sorry for it. why cant they leave me alone. why? I am not evil. I made mistakes and I am sorry. I just wish I could get through to them. I NEED TO KNOW. this is the whole problem from the beginning. I NEED TO KNOW. that is all the problem was. I NEEDED TO KNOW.

metal man the statute of limitations in oregon is that if the victtem is under age at the time of the crime than the statute of limitations is whene they are 24 years old. I was under age at the time and I certanly wasnt experimenting with an adult.

Im scared to go to work tonight. I just feel scared. I dont want to go. I have an appointment with my srink tomorrow and I will have to work graveyard like always. I dont want to work to night Im scared. Ive been sitting infront of my computer with all of you to talk to and today relizing that I am going to have to go to work has gotten me a little insane today sorry everyone.

sorry double post