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0 angry with some of my family members who seem unable to communicate or pick up the phone. Angry how our system is flawed and how an abusive alcoholic could get away with kidnapping. I no longer believe in justice or fairness only a flawed and skewed scheme where the rich and powerful rule. This pathetic piece of s**t doesn't even work and his parents are the ones paying for everything.

^ Hugs to you, (((((((((MissConstrue)))))))), hopefully in time the authorities will see that man for what he really is. I can be surprised at how bad some people are at judging the character of a person. I hope the children will be returned soon...


As for me, a 0. It is grey and cloudy and it is my day off today. I have set time aside later to go and play with the lambs, this involves walking around with them through the trees and along the creek, and offering them juicy pieces of young briar leaf, willow, and baby spinach.

But meanwhile I have realised it is time for another board break. So i am winding up my time on here. I might return in about 6 weeks or so. I am spending too much time online, and also I have to go on a diet, and my diets work better when I am online less for some reason. I cant fit into any of my summer clothes.

So, take care everyone, till next time....

C
~

+ 8.

Make that +2.

2. A rittle ronery. I'm f****d as to who to talk to to get rid of my roneriness though. I don't trust one person and I think I scared the other away.

+6

I've filed a complaint about an older volunteer counselor who wasn't doing her job, at the soup kitchen.

Huuuum.
+ 3 i think.
lt would be higher but some nasty boy said something bad to me.
But I don't care because I still have other lovely things in my life.

Cool.
..............................
3

My day is boring, and alot of norms never seem to understand me unless I order something. (or do they just judge..) 'sigh'..... I want coffie, again.

*Lienda the java-holic leaves for a cup, since she threw out the last two scoops like a moron.*

p.s. Please ignore the edits. I'll leave when I stop editing myself. 'edit' 'edit' 'edit'

-3.
I don't know anymore what is OCD/overreactions/the result of too much stress frying my capacity to cope/reading too much into things (sometimes the things turn out to be harmless, sometimes the exact same things turn out to be signs that I'm about to get hurt) and what are legitimates fears.

Edit N.B.- I'm always like this at this point in the uni year; if it wasn't this it would be something else.

Last edited by Who_Am_I on 28 Oct 2010, 7:16 pm, edited 1 time in total.

+ 101010101.
Scary dinner went well + now cuddled up with the boyf.
Although i'm having to share him with the xBox for a while. -1 for that. >.<

+10

I just smoked a cigarette. Marlboro Menthol I might add.

4. Some people are infuriating to watch

4 Wow I've felt everything tonight... and that potential meltdown has gone. I feel average... what an absolutely crazy night - creativity, then almost a meltdown, now peace.

-1000

What's wrong?

(hugs MissConstrue)

0.
hangover.
tired.
work is long.
boyfriend isn't here.
it's raining.