scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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*hugs starbuline and ahayes*

I feel lonely too.
I'll probably be lonely for the rest of my life though
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My feet are cold and I haven't done anything I should have done.

I'm moodswinging like all get out today, so I'll say an average of 3.5.

The high is about a 5. There's nothing seriously wrong. I finished and turned in the project I was worried about, and I'm going on shadow day this year. It sounds like it'll be fun, and while I can't shadow my orginal job choice (pyschology, but confidentality (spelling, ack) issues prevent it), I think I'll try to find a forensic profiler. I would like to have the experince.

The low is a 2. I got very little sleep last night (due to the blasted project and my procrastinating tendencies), but I can't lay down this afternoon or in the early evening. This is screwing up my thinking skills - I can't spell whatsoever, and I'm ashamed to admit that I had to dig out my caculator to figure out that 3.5 is the average of 2 and 5. (Which is really stupid.) I've had a lot of sugar this afternoon to keep me awake through classes, but now I feel slightly sick. I'm starting to wonder if maybe all of the caffine I drink is part of my memory problem. I seriously can't remember things from ten minutes ago. I also have a guitar lesson in less than three hours, but I haven't touched it in two weeks. The last lesson was really bad, which was interesting because I had actually practiced that week. I'm afraid that this one will be worse, and my guitar teacher is a little weird, like one of those people you really don't want to disappoint (not for any particular reason).

Oh, and I'm slightly bored and typing gives me something to do. So that's why there's a huge explanation up top. Apologies.

4. I have been watching some Salad Fingers while I wait for people to sign on to MSN. I feel a bit strange right now. He's alone in his own world; as am I. Don't know how to describe it exactly. I want to be Salad Fingers. My loneliness is making me feel happy right now.

4. Missing my friend/s. The old story of relying on just one or two people for all of my companionship. And this wretched anxiety is back.

5

ive become the Saviour of Earth (see link below)

but im still lonely, so i cant bump it up any highr than a 5... Sigh

Yesh.. saving the world would shoot me up to at least an 8

oh I am an 4 BTW I may have missed school today

About a 2 or 3 right now. I've just failed a class because I drove past my exit while I wasn't paying attention. (Long story)

5. I'm almost over my cold.

Good mood finally left by the time I woke up. Thinking about the future stopped making sense, the present seems more important right now. At least I'm feeling a bit better physically.

Looking forward to tomorrow, going on a tour of a winery...for class no less. After that, busy...busy weekend. Stressful weekend.

Hoping to try and get my life together starting next week. Exercising again. Trying to learn to cook so I can eat healthier than I have been. Actually going to my classes and trying to learn the material. (Skipped class because I didn't feel well this morning, like I said earlier. That helped a little, but that's got to stop...)

I guess I'm around a 4 or 5? Don't really know. Just weary, mentally and physically.

6 I'm feeling a little happier now