scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I guess I can be ok. One thing that life has taught me is to keep breathing, or as the lambs or goats have taught me, keep grazing. I dont want to go back to my parents, and I am not ready to leave the region yet, I will need to find myself a place to stay.

I think it will be a step backward to go back to my parents as though they are great, I will probably end up living there for another 5 years if I do so.

My car is down here too, and a lot of my stuff, and going home will mean driving 2000km and a trip on a car ferry also.

I kind of feel numb and zombie like right now, I could do a number of things but nothing would help. I dont feel like moving and I know I will feel just as bad no matter what I am doing.

Thanks for your post, it is really helpful to know that someone cares.

Thinking of going into town. I could go to a cafe but I dont feel like eating. I wish I could go and live in an underground bunker.

somewhere between -5 and +5 i am very tired and grouchy from not getting enough sleep and having a stressful day, but at the same time it was a good day as well.

*Awkward aspie hug too all who are feeling bad.

+7. I feel like I've conquered socializing! I started a conversation for the first time today, rather than merely going with an already started conversation. With a person I'm not familiar with, I mean. 'twas a successful and wonderful conversation. Also, I am now capable of playing in every style of bass playing. With a pick, slap and pop, fingers, you name it! I can even play with a bow. My teacher, stepfather and a coworker have all told me today that my bass skills have improved immensely. I feel like I'm closer to being a true bassist.

If my girlfriend were still alive, I would be giving her an amazingly loving night. Moreso than usual. My missing her is what's keeping me from being a ten. I swear I miss her more every single day.

However, no matter what happens, I'll make it through okay. I'm sure of that.

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Just lonely...

6/10

-5

A while back, a friend of mine married a guy for the wrong reasons. I was worried she had thrown everything else in her life away, and it turns out I was right.

-100, everyone thinks my suicidal thoughts/tendencies are me trying to control them and get mocked hourly by my familly. with familly like this who needs friends or enemies.

-2 just slept for 15 hours

+1 as there is little I could say which would be decipherable by most people...

-10.

I quit dating entirely. The love of my life is dead and my exgirlfriend wouldn't stop reminding me of that fact. Relationships have given me no end of trouble. So I'm done.

-10...here, wish I weren't.

~Kate