scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-4.

"Bottom", that's how you spell it.

3 to 4, v-day is upon us and most years it doesnt bother me but this year i really wish i could be in a stable romantic relationship with a woman. and this year im dedicating myself to make some changes both big and small and im just hoping it will all work out the way i want it. but i am keeping myself distracted today with uploading videos on yt even though it is finally spring like outside. im officially done with winter.

-∞

I feel like I did when I was 16.
Helpless.
f**k it.
All of it.

-10, I'm getting paranoid about having a second personality. I think I ate while blacked out a while ago. I don't have a history of sleep walking either. I can almost hear the other one answering back if I think a question, though, it's probably my imagination.

Edit; +7, shrink meet tomorrow and I found an awesome new way to play bowed guitar.

-10, get screamed at, then work to get screamed at, then back home to get screamed at. Add a spice of loneliness, paranoia, and a dash of facing reality.

+4. Wow. I can't believe being in school actually feels better than being at home.

I'm feeling about a 2. I'm very anxious about going back to school tomorrow for the first time in 4 months (I have a very long summer break). I hate trains and other people, the only way to travel to the city is via train. Going to school is important, tomorrow I have to collect my timetable, calendar and infomation for something called 'drawing week'. This feels awful, I swear I have generalized anxiety disorder sometimes Happens every time at the beginning of the year like clockwork

-10.
kill me now.
whats more pathetic is this forum is the only place i think i have more than 2 friends.
but they're probably in my head too.

-10. Not only does today suck by default but my parents are helping. I got to school so far out of my mind I walked into the right classroom and didn't recognize anyone. So I left.

+2, Nervous right now and in school on my spare waiting for lunch where I will be picked up and brought to my psychiatrist meeting where all will be revealed. Woo.

-4 Sometimes I wished I had no memories then again that would me good ones too..Oh well...