scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-7, i hate myself. You could say im a PRO-crastinator (hehehehe). No but really thats what I hate the most about myself.

-6, really f*****g pissed. Some childhood BS that crossed my mind and got my blood boiling just like that. It's weird how fast something can make me furious just from crossing my mind. I dunno why that happens cuz I don't snap like that when it comes to anything else and definitely not that quickly.

-5 Agitated from the get-go today. Too much coffee probably didn't help.

0. I'm tired. The other one is still asleep.

standard issue

-5 just thinking on how long today is going to be.

+8.

i'm feeeeeling PYT.

-8. I'm afraid that I'm probably about to lapse into a very dee depression - my best friend just came online on FB after days of silence, and told me that 'she and I need to talk'. She always says that when she's about to say something that's going to break my heart. Right now I'm supposed to 'brace myself while she gets ready to tell me'.

-5. Oh thank god. She was just pissed at me for some tiny thing that soon went away. I thought she was going to tell me something far worse.

0, just spent 30 minutes on the phone with tech support, most of which i was on hold.

- 7 The cracked tooth I had just broke so now I need to go to the dentist but I can't bear anyone putting anything in my mouth

+1783.

Reading music is no longer my vice.

-5 I'm not fond of having to move again for, I've moved 7 different time in my life and neither was I happy about any of those times..

-10

I'm just so tired. No actions l take in the successive day will better my position, at best I can ebb the inevitable passage of my life from a state of dispondancy to terror and existential angst. I'm so damned alone. | will never be understood, or be cared for. I hope the Gods of probability take pity on me, and allot me to that special l% of lucky people who die before forty.

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-8. Sooo tired.