- a **big** ****ing number.
the only person i hang out with regularly said the most f*cked up thing about my brother a few hours ago that i won't repeat. out of pure selfishness. i couldn't even possibly begin to describe how mad i am; my brother is one the most legit people ive known and i have huge respect for him. and he just got home from college a few hours ago.
it's very difficult to write this person off, (even though i know i should) because im pretty sure it would finish my descent to the bottom of depression, loneliness, and isolation...as bad as that probably sounds. and even if i actually wanted to, i couldn't talk to him about it because he'd only laugh. ..i am sorry if im rambling. i could really use some advice..........