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05 May 2007, 8:52 pm

Why is it humans have to celebrate their birth? I do wonder that.
Why is it important to me? Why the hell should I bother celebrating the fact I was bought into this world, when so often, I wish someone would take me out of it? Why celebrate my survival? IT is dumb that it still hurts that in contrast to being a child, my bdays are just another day now, mostly spent alone because I am alone...here, I am alone. And I cannot help but feel bitter.

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06 May 2007, 4:38 pm

people pay attention to me...when they normally wouldn't

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06 May 2007, 9:04 pm

I am really getting frustrated of the headaches I have been having lately. I have one right now and it is really bothering me. They really seem much worse over the last month. I have no clue what is going on. Nothing has changed. I started seeing a chiropractor but the headaches started weeks before that. They are really bad and they seem worse and much more consistent then at any time in the last several years.

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06 May 2007, 9:14 pm

violentcloud wrote:

I'm sick to hell of how many threads on WP end up losing their direction because of people complaining about how much people hate them / they want to kill themself / their life sucks and so on. There are plenty of threads for that sort of thing without polluting EVERY DAMN THREAD YOU CAN with your miserable crap! And this includes people who post some ridiculously low number in the how do you feel -10 to +10 thing. We get the message, the whole world is against you, blah blah blah... but plenty of other people have problems too, and they manage to stick to a nice little -10.
Not pointing the finger of blame at anyone specific, of course.

I find that extremly insulting.

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06 May 2007, 9:18 pm

yeah that's the point of the site to get stuff off your chest and vent and look for advise!
that's why WP is here!! I'm with you Starbuline

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06 May 2007, 9:22 pm

Thanks.

I'm sorry, but I find it very hard trying to control my negativity.

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06 May 2007, 9:23 pm

no you were on the nose there

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07 May 2007, 3:22 am

I really hate me. I resent being alive right now... I curse everyone I touch.

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07 May 2007, 8:23 am

now come on...you really shouldn't hate yourself.
It never solves any problems-you should try and make yourself happy, it's a much nicer feeling

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07 May 2007, 12:33 pm

I just have to get these feelings out of my mind. I find it hard to talk about them; writing has always been a lot easier to me.

At this moment, I feel like dying. I hate to exist. My medication has helped me a little, but not enough. I have lost my interest in music, though it has been the thing I have loved the most.

I feel somehow empty, lifeless. It's like I'm no one, nothing; it makes me anxious that I don't know why do I am so depressed. I want to know the reasons. Maybe it's because I feel I don't belong anywhere, not even this world. I've always felt like an outsider - I still do. I'm caught in a shell, under the glass. I can see people, but I can't reach them. And they can't touch me - sometimes they are trying to, but I drift away, because I'm afraid of... what? Closeness, maybe. The warmth.

I just want to belong.

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07 May 2007, 12:37 pm

I know that feeling-wanting to be like everyone else, be normal and talk to someone...
but I'm not "normal" and I get down about it sometimes I know how you feel and it will get better...you just have to try

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08 May 2007, 4:49 am

This isn't really a rant, well, sort of is, but it is the only place I could think to put it that wouldn't annoy too many people....

Quote:

I wanna have the same last dream again,
the one where I wake up and I'm alive.
Just as the four walls close me within,
my eyes are opened up with pure sunlight.
I'm the first to know,
my dearest friends,
even if your hope has burned with time,
anything that's dead shall be re-grown,
and your vicious pain, your warning sign,
you will be fine.

Hey, oh, here I am,
and here we go, life's waiting to begin.

Any type of love - it will be shown,
like every single tree reach for the sky.
If you're gonna fall,
I'll let you know,
that I will pick you up
like you for I,
I felt this thing,
I can't replace.
Where everyone was working for this goal.
Where all the children left without a trace,
only to come back, as pure as gold,
To recite this all.

Hey, oh, here I am,
and here we go, life's waiting to begin.
Tonight,
hey, oh, here I am,
and here we go, life's waiting to begin.
Tonight,
hey, oh, here I am,
and here we go, life's waiting to begin.

I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me

Hey, oh, here I am (do this with me),
and here we go, life's waiting to begin (do this with me).
Hey, oh, here I am (do this with me).
And here we go, life's waiting to begin,
life's waiting to begin.

blame whatever website I copy / pasted this from for errors, I didn't take the time to check it for accuracy, but I'm guessing it is close enough.
[/drunken stupidity]

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08 May 2007, 5:23 pm

I can get help if I fill out forms. I need help filling out forms. I will get help filling out forms if I complete forms. :roll: :roll: :roll: :roll: :roll: :roll: :roll: :roll: :roll: :roll:

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11 May 2007, 4:54 am

RedMage wrote:

[rant] I AM SICK OF AMERICANS THINKING US AUSTRALIANS HAVE ACCENTS LIKE STEVE IRWIN AND LIVE IN THE OUTBACK. THIS IS NOT TRUE! I DO NOT HAVE AN ACCENT!! !! [/rant]

Everyone has an accent. You just can't hear your own.

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11 May 2007, 12:02 pm

BOREDOM!
I f*****g hate it,
I need a life,
desperately.

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11 May 2007, 12:05 pm

amen-I got s**t all

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