scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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0 neutral I think

-10, i hate all of these jackshits.

+4
These numbers don't really mean much at the moment.

+1, so far so good

-3 I am such an idiot, Im killing any chance of having a relationship with a guy cause Im worrying that i'm boring.

+3
lovely pizza

-3

heard a friend was going to valleyfair: probably going to be hanging out with a bunch of my friends (maybe not though, trying not to get insecure)

still praying for the best

and I'm really tired. it's hard to create coherent sentences.

-3 I'm back to work and I'm SO sleepy

-7 again

+6
Liszt makes me so happy

+4
Stress down, still got tons of things I want/need to do though, but so little time.

0

yuck. There are times I just shouldn't read in any kind of forum.

2 I am excited about tomorrow because I am going to be on live TV for my art. It was because I am in this art book for autism. I am nervous because its live and I never had an interview on live TV before. Its just the local news. The reason why the number isn't that high is that my mom is having dangerous surgery in 2 weeks. I know for a fact the number will be -10 by then. I just know my body and stress triggers psychotic breaks in me. It increases the depression and anxiety as well and for ones that are directly related to stress pills don't seem to help. If there was a pill that makes you unaware of your surroundings then that will help. Mine just makes me tired and sleep all day long. I also have psychosis during birthdays even when there is no stress and pills help with those ones better than the stress induced ones. I have at least 4-6+ short psychotic breaks a year from just a micro episode to ones that last a couple of months. Otherwise the pills help. i also have beliefs that last years and pills don't knock that out it just takes away the hallucinations and thought insertion. I hope the TV appearance will help with my art but for some reason I doubt it since its so local. It is one of the main news stations though its not just one of those stations that just goes to 2 people. It might go to 4 people! I enjoy grandiose delusions (thinking I will change the world, or make hundreds of millions of dollars) but hate it when reality sets in and the big crash into depression. Sorry this is so long.

-10.

I'm an aromantic asexual now. Long story short, I'm sick of women.

*awkward aspie hugs to everyone*

I'm -5. Apathy is back and I'm afraid that depression will follow shortly behind. I really don't want it back

-8. Bad day. Meltdown/self-harming earlier, and I feel that I'm ruining someone's life...