scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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knee acting and having to deal with alzheimer parents who will dump brand new things I went shopping for simply because they don't know what its for

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-10. Memories. They suck. They don't ever stop. I can't get out of this hell.

~Kate

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-6

I'm f*****g furious

What's wrong Ace. And if anyone wants to rant just not on the forum just pm me. I will not let out any secrets you send me, I am just an ear to rant into.

I don't know where to start but I generally have problems with trusting people and I don't have anyone to turn to. It's been this way for as long as I can remember but I've been snapping under the pressure. I just feel like I have to fend for myself all the time and the whole world is against me.

-7. Still feel like s**t...

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I've been up and down all day. It's frustrating but I guess I'm a beautiful 0 now.

About -7.

I hate my life. I've lost almost all my savings on the sh***y share market, so a car and a house will never happen, so if I ever would find my true love, she and I would have to forever live in my small apartment where the second room fits little more than a bed. Unless I'd win on the lottery! Yes, I'm sure that is going to happen... there's hope, alright.

I really do hate my life. I have nothing to be happy for, my interests are being taken away from me, and true love is a dream that never will come true. I have waited long enough, already... I have no will to keep waiting. I'm already thirty... how much longer am I supposed to wait? My time is running out.

...Ugh, anxiety. -_- Maybe I should have alcohol?

I don't really know how I feel...
Neutral, I guess, but not a 0.
So maybe a 2 or something, though nothing has gone wrong.

tired and drained, but +8

Alright, my first Saturday off. I wont have as much money on my next check but at least I get a day off.

+3, slowly getting the important things done, I've put them off all week.

+7
I feel exhausted after socializing all day but I did it!! ! And no big social mistakes!! ! I think I was even liked a little bit by some people. So YAY!! ! I'm proud of myself!

huh, funny i just remembered. its been officially a week from the first year aniversary of everyone finding out i want to kill myself. i knew things wouldnt change a bit and here i am, sitting in the same seat thinking the same.

-10

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I f***ing hate my life, and the s*** never seems to stop hitting the fan, and splattering in my face!
I wanna get laid god damn it! Never gonna happen, wah-wah-wahhhhh!! No TnA for me!
I gave up on finding love, I just don't believe in it anymore, it's all fairy tale BS, I would take a hooker, but I can't afford it and it's illegal for some stupid reason!

Life is boring as Hell, keeping my mind busy with video games isn't helping me anymore.
I wish I had just one opportunity to kill myself, and I just might take that opportunity, but it will never come, because I will never find myself at the top of a twelve story building, or with a large canister of N2O!
I hate being agoraphobic, and being dead afraid of strangers, and I hate not having a new video game to play, and I hate stuck up women who want things I don't have!