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I mood been all over the place, the last few days and this week haven't helped.
The decluttering of my home to get ready to move is now getting me to me again I get very moody when I do it. The harassment I had tue getting me down. I been having computer problems with two computers I trying to fix. I didn't get the chance to spend time with my parnter, thats stressing me out, I miss her.
I had a disagreement with now fri due to me putting my foot in it. I had a phone call for her telling all of her problems when I just what to spend time with her, a five min cuddle with her would just been eught to get thought this rut am having now, plus I find out she having a gynecological op next week! am worried about her health.
Theres times I feel like contecting with people but don't know want to say and get worried I'll put my foot it with what I do say. Am doing the best I can to rebuild my shity life and turn things around now I feel like I just been kicked in the nuts! The people I have irl, I feel support me when it profits them, for and at there own pleasure when they choice to and demand different of me beeing there when they what me. I need support from family and friends, I need more friends! All am asking for is a few simple things to keep me going, a hug/cuddle a real please a vitual one with be just as good, and a few positive words of encouragement. I hope this rut buggers off quickly now!