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17 Jul 2011, 8:14 am

numberless.



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17 Jul 2011, 8:34 am

-10

I don't know why I bother.



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17 Jul 2011, 10:41 am

-1...I got stung by a scorpion last night...on my leg and back. :?



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17 Jul 2011, 10:43 am

chrissyrun wrote:
-1...I got stung by a scorpion last night...on my leg and back. :?


Damn. 8O



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17 Jul 2011, 10:53 am

Girlfriend broke up with me... -6



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17 Jul 2011, 10:56 am

blitzkrieg wrote:
chrissyrun wrote:
-1...I got stung by a scorpion last night...on my leg and back. :?


Damn. 8O


Dang. :?



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17 Jul 2011, 12:32 pm

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17 Jul 2011, 12:36 pm

-5 Couldn't muster enough energy to go see my favorite band playing a free concert a mile away from where I live. Didn't call my friend back, now I feel like a jerk too.



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17 Jul 2011, 12:41 pm

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-5 Couldn't muster enough energy to go see my favorite band playing a free concert a mile away from where I live. Didn't call my friend back, now I feel like a jerk too.


A mile away, ouch. You aren't a jerk, just call them up today.



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17 Jul 2011, 3:31 pm

-10.

It feels great to not have a creative bone in my body.

Also, I can't play anything worth s**t. Other than the bass guitar which I play semidecently at best and absolutely sh***y at worst. And I never seem to be at my best.

What the hell is wrong with me, I go from absolutely happy to deeply depressed and hating my own guts in a flash for no reason whatsoever.

I hate being a goddamn perfectionist, I hate getting annoyed at myself, I hate that this f*****g self-doubt never goes away even when I think it has. Why can't I just like myself? Am I not allowed to be happy about myself? Ugh.

And I'm tired of being told that I should worry about heaven and hell and pleasing god and all that crap. When I die, I just want to die! I don't want to go to a 'heaven'. I most certainly wouldn't go for as long as there is one person suffering in hell. Why do they need to suffer? Why can't they simply be deleted from existence?

And what's wrong with being single your whole life? I don't want anything to do with either gender beyond being friends, so what? Why does that seem to make me a bad guy?

I hate all of this, I just want to live and be left alone...



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17 Jul 2011, 4:39 pm

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It feels great to not have a creative bone in my body.

Also, I can't play anything worth sh**. Other than the bass guitar which I play semidecently at best and absolutely sh***y at worst. And I never seem to be at my best.

What the hell is wrong with me, I go from absolutely happy to deeply depressed and hating my own guts in a flash for no reason whatsoever.

I hate being a goddamn perfectionist, I hate getting annoyed at myself, I hate that this f***ing self-doubt never goes away even when I think it has. Why can't I just like myself? Am I not allowed to be happy about myself? Ugh.

And I'm tired of being told that I should worry about heaven and hell and pleasing god and all that crap. When I die, I just want to die! I don't want to go to a 'heaven'. I most certainly wouldn't go for as long as there is one person suffering in hell. Why do they need to suffer? Why can't they simply be deleted from existence?

And what's wrong with being single your whole life? I don't want anything to do with either gender beyond being friends, so what? Why does that seem to make me a bad guy?

I hate all of this, I just want to live and be left alone...


The thing about the note was creative. :)

I know the feeling. One minute life is good, and the next it feels like crap. Bleh. Just know that there will be better days.

I used to be a perfectionist on a lot of things....then I decided life goes on if I don't make every detail perfect. Besides, as long as you put some details into what you do, people don't really notice.

Disagree, though you shouldn't worry about it if you don't want to. Matter can neither be created nor destroyed. It breaks physics, sorry. But, nobody will suffer for that long because at judgement they will go to one of the three degrees of glory (this is what I think)....so only pure evil people (think more evil than Hitler) will suffer horribly. It's more along the lines that you won't be as happy as you can be.

Know that too. While I don't know right now, it is all really confusing. Not a bad guy, just it is social codes or whatever. I really don't know about this, I'm still trying to wrap my head around it.

Ok, but I felt like commenting. I'll leave you alone now if you want though.

Hope ya feel better!



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17 Jul 2011, 5:35 pm

I was feeling very depressed, I'm a bit better now though. Most of those things were said without thinking, unfortunately...

Thanks Chrissy, that helped.

Time to go sing about it. :P



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17 Jul 2011, 5:48 pm

Jonsi wrote:
I was feeling very depressed, I'm a bit better now though. Most of those things were said without thinking, unfortunately...

Thanks Chrissy, that helped.

Time to go sing about it. :P


Well yay for feeling better.

Yup, no prob.

Singing. Fun... :D



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17 Jul 2011, 6:04 pm

And now due to a recent discovery, I am now a +10.



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17 Jul 2011, 6:07 pm

+2. I haven't heard from my girlfriend in a day because she's spending a few days with her parents & her net is sporadic there. She also will tell em about me if she has a chance & not hearing anything is making me nervous


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17 Jul 2011, 6:09 pm

-6

Too much codeine. Too much work.


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