Joined: 19 Feb 2010 Age: 38 Gender: Female Posts: 2,385
01 Feb 2012, 2:32 am
Something is amiss when you keep getting stuck wondering "Is this something I would do?" about every single action. This is ridiculous. I need much more noninteractional time than most to preserve a sense of identity but become unbelievably lonely when the required time is taken.
Joined: 17 Apr 2011 Age: 33 Gender: Female Posts: 2,735 Location: the old country
02 Feb 2012, 7:02 am
the question was put to me about how i'd be if i left home and how my parents would react if i did. i said i don't know but that was only part true. i have no idea how my parents will be but i know that i will feel liberated and also that i will want to curl up in the closet and stay there and never come out. there may be heavy breathing, crying or rocking involved. in other words shear panic. thinking about it scares me but i know it is what i have to do and it is better i do it instead of it being forced on me.