purchase wrote:
I'm -5. Too depressed to move. But anxious at the same time. I cannot believe how slowly time is moving.
I can't get myself out of a rut, there are about four things I can do and nothing else.
- check e-mail (nothing new)
- read WP
- read Facebook
- read twitter
Horribly OCD.
All from my station at my bed with the computer pulled up to it. Jeez. Well at least I leave to see the therapist in in forty minutes.
I'm sorry. :/
I'm about -5, too. It took me almost half an hour to get out of bed, today... finally did it as I couldn't sleep more, anyway. All I have done, today, was to watch Midsomer Murders, before. Other than that, I have been doing those same things, except I don't use Twitter and Facebook. Also had some food from yesterday, which was a big enough task. And have been checking for a new shell for my kind of worn mobile, on eBay, and I read about cats, earlier in the day, and found out that Scotland has an ancient wildcat species that is very near going extinct; the Scottish wildcat.
Now I'm doing the same that I always do, when I have nothing I feel like doing - loosely watching cartoons while doing nothing on the Internet, with my mobile. I have such an exciting life. :| If only I just had the energy to move out, at the very least... then I could start with my bento boxes, as I have been meaning to for some time, by now. Other than that, though, I'm not quite sure what I would be doing, by myself, alone, in my apartment.... sigh. -_-
Have had anxiety most of the evening, too, and still have... just starting to lose all hope on my life ever becoming what I wanted it to become. It's just been too long, now....