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is there a reason some of the words are written like *THIS*

i've been going up and down on the depression scale. i just want school to end RIGHT now not in 19 days...grrr...plus i'm sick. also my grades are lacking. i have mostly Cs in my classes.

Me four.

Me...five?

Why I’m lonely, or, why I might not have been:

It easy to blame your inaction on a disorder, a disease or doubt; it’s harder to lay the blame where it really belongs – “you”; a composite of “good” and “bad” where everything lies, and the only truth you care about is placing the lie elsewhere, on labels that you’ve mentally detached from yourself so you like to think that it wasn’t your inaction that led to nothing. No…it was the disorder, the disorder that isn’t me.

I constantly think of Katrina; who I liked and who liked me, scars I still carry on my hand. I like to think that there is nothing now due to me being what ailment I’ve got; which defines what I’m not…but this is a lie. I like to think that what if I knew then what I know now, I’d be holding her now…I like to think that the environment I was situated and thrown in was impossible for me to learn and know anything else at the time. I like to think anything but the absolute truth, I didn't act, and the act itself is what defines us; thoughts do nothing.

I knew this then...I know this now; I wonder if I'll make the same mistake again? Probably...I'm quite stupid, i.e., making the same mistake over and over and wondering why the outcome isn't different (Hume, bugger off).

Just an obscure reference, don't worry about it.

I'm so afraid I'm falling back into depression. Last Summer I was far from it. I just had anxiety almost every day. But lately I've just felt like there's no point to anything and I just want to sleep and not feel anything.

Anxiety and depression go hand in hand, unfortunately; I'm not afraid for you.... Old friends are easier to understand than new ones.

feeling lonely and crap today

I don't feel crap or lonely today but you can't kick me out of my own club so there.

im glad that your not feeling crap or lonely today Sopho...

keep it up

did you ever contact that girl you liked?

Me six

The one on WP?

Me seven.

Well, at least we can all count.

And tinky, I know what you mean. There's a countdown on one of the whiteboards for days left in school, and I keep willing the numbers to go by faster... They're not listening.

I have the opposite problem. University has finished till September and I wish it wasn't. I miss lectures!

Yep