scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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5. London riots are annoying, but nice to see so many people condemning them. Also finding people that are willing to cheer others up left right & centre.

0 Today could go anywhere

I can't remember the last time I felt truly good. Any moments of happiness are unstable and I know it so they're tinged with fear.

I'm trying hard to remember.

Well I guess when I was listening to Florence and the Machine once lately I felt nothing could touch me and there was no future to worry about.

I'll use that number, that's a ten. I don't want to think about how I might be feeling in the moment at hand. I guess just in a numberless typing state.

Well this still sounds like your in a pleasant mood so that's all that really matters

-9 and dropping

Thank you for the good cheer Trigas. I feel worn to the bone though really. Am trying to avoid thinking at all really cause it leads to bad feeling. I was thinking earlier, what if I just lay in the sun. Then all that would be around me was the sun and the warmth and the grass coming up past my eyes. That would be all that existed as far as I could prove so what reason would there be for me not to be happy. I didn't lie in the sun though.

I hope you feel better too MXH.

-7. Over peopled and being really stressed out and having weird screaming / jumping / angry fits. Now everyone thinks I am insane. If they would only leave me alone. Desperately want to move to the middle of no-where and just be.

I know what you mean. I was nearly crying today because I was being lectured for over 2 hours....not that I cry from being yelled at, but she was threatening to take away paying for college....my only hope and thing I look forward to. I was about to get on my flipflops and hop the fence and go to my little spot while I signed but she compromised. The middle of nowhere would be nice. I know how you feel also about everyone thinking you are insane. But have hope because not everyone thinks that way....besides, I'm far more insane than you.

-4 or -5, my shrink picks the best time to go on vacation

Oh that's rough man, hope you're able to find some peace until he/she gets back.



Been there... Hope you can get some time to yourself soon! Hopefully they will understand.



Oh that really sucks! I hope they back off from you a bit and give you some space. I'm sure everything will work out just seems like a lot of unnecessary stress they are causing you!

Meh, mostly just waiting, I'm okay at waiting. The annoying bit is that this is the second time in two months that she has gone on vacation.

-10

I don't know, I can get quite insane. =)
Sorry about the whole college threatening thing, I'm glad she compromised. Hmm parents can be terrible at times, so difficult to deal with.



Rude.

-5...only reason not worse because it's expected. life is a nightmare that never ends. i can't wait another 50-60 years. i'd honestly rather have a life threatening illness.

-2 Very sleepy.

*Hug*