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To:

I write a letter to you in my journal every night,
because you are way too busy to talk to me.
One day, I might give them to you,
but for now I just go to bed,
like every night with you in my heart
and the silent understanding that I am not yours.

From:

Dear You,

get your arse right back here! Yes, you!!

Dear comex,

Thanks for the jailbreak.

Sincerely, Asp-Z

Dear ladies in my speech communication class,

JUST STOP IT! I already have a girlfriend.

Thanks, Guy you will likely never see again

Dear CockneyRebel,

Don't expect an apology from your disgraceful, pottymouthed mother, who only lives for today, in the present, like she wants you to be doing like herself, to apologise about the response, that she gave you, with all of her grey, concrete and stone heart, when you told her about the passing away of Pete Quaife, on the phone, with tears streaming, down your face. Don't tell your mum about the passings away of any more of the original members of The Kinks. Your mum doesn't love and understand you, in that way, and she doesn't love you enough, not to swear her head off to herself, or when talking to people, including yourself, when you're at her place, so don't expect any apologies for her insensitive responses to British rock stars dying, or that pottymouth that she treaures about her, so much. Don't turn out, to be like your mum. Just keep looking up to Mick Avory and following his example. It's pretty rebellious to choose a rock star, over your same-sex parent, as a role model, but you've got to do, what you've got to do. Besides, Mick doesn't hurt others, or use bedroom and bathroom language, the way that Mother does.

CockneyRebel

Dear 'me'

Don't go giving your heart to that man. Don't sit and imagine how it could be with him because I don't think you are being very realistic. I know he's cute - but he won't show you love and affection - it's just physical attraction.

You are too soon out of a relationship - give it time - don't rush.

x x x

(this one may be really long....) all the people or names mentioned are NOT members of wrongplanet and are not aspies (or i dont think they are)


dear BMW (owner of the german made car i wash and wax at least once a month)

i know you try to at least be nice to me by takign me to beach, amusement parks and waterparks and your backyard pool but there'es something thats bothering me, its that just becaus eyou have a perfect body, and me being aspie i dont look at personal appearance or looks, (its personality that counts if you ask me) big deal if i come over to swim with a unibrow or legs have some "peach fuzz" on them or hair, big freaking deal you should not fliup out because your 50 and something may be drooping and want surgery to fix it, that dont maen i have to be givin the double standards..........

bad enough yesterday, at the amusement park (highly priced one-of-a-kind theme park designed for kids 12 and younger)

there were some good parts, (rollar coaster) and some of the water rides, the bad part was the wait times and the fact i feel like im in jail when you tell me to not talk to anyone, (im not 5 BMW!) lets say this, AT LEAST I DONT GIVE OUT MY FULL NAME AND PHONE NUMBER AND HIGHWAY EXIT I LIVE CLOSEST TO, hey why not give these fellow riders your SS number as well BMW! (sarcasm) you tell me to not talk to other people but your blabbing your head off like a kid in a candy store while waiting in line. then I get to another ride then you ask me if i shaved myself??? WHILE IN LINE TO GET A TUBE to go on the circulating river!! ! WHAT GUTS YOU HAVE, WHY NOT JUST ASK TO BORROW THE ANNOUNCEMENT SYSTEM MIC TO ASK ME IN EARSHOT OF EVERYONE BMW!! ! SORRY BUT THAT WAS SOOO INAPPROPRIATE TO ASK A 25 YEAR OLD FOR YOUR AGE OF 50(?) how about next time I NOT pay for parking (20 USD) all because of your "knee hurting" you could walk hours and hours around that park and your knee hurts at odd periods of time??? that dot make sense to me BMW! if your knee hurts you that bad, should have rented a WHEELCHAIR or an electric scooter for that 15 dollars, not spent it on special VIP parking that I had to PAY FULL FOR!.

then to get home and start to cook some noodles at 9 pm EST (east coast usa) I get "interrogated" by you when before I started to cook Ifelt a need to type at one of my friends that understands me..... so what I asked her were she is, its none of you freaking business what me and her talk about!,,, I needed to vent before I exploded on someone and its still, I don't interrogate you about what pills you take, or what you and my dad talk about, or what you do behind your closed doors with yourself, your boyfriend who's always got a beer in his hand, I understand you may be bipolar, and being treated with medication, but still, no excuse for all the heck (and how I was treated while in line or the questions)I went through while at the park or on Y! when i got home and got interrogated when I asked a friend were she was.


when at the beach, quit flipping out when I ride a good wave when boogie boarding, I find that riding the waves is alot of fun, and that i have not had in a while without a modem (computer) just because it looks like a bunch of foam and I beach myself like a disabled whale or roll over during a wave, that dont mean in drowning, some people riding a wave may be kneeling or standing on their boards, to me, barrel rolling or riding in sideways are my "tricks". so please, just leave me alone for a while while you bake yourself in the sun while mother nature kicks my butt with the waves, and too, there's a reason why I zip up my bathing suit all the way up to my chin, (the suit you gave me and the blue one that looks just like it, diver style suit) the reason is, im tired of riding home or sitting down in a restaurant on the boardwalk and sitting on sand (inside my suit) or instantly growing half a bra cup size when I "wipe out" when I let mother nature kick my butt. yea, its not pleasant bringing home half the beachin my suit.......


and lastly BMW, I don't mind taking car of the exterior of your car, but please, you know that pinging (warning light and turn signal sound) that comes on while driving, maybe it means CHANGE YOUR OIL! I know you love that BMW 5 series alot, but you must know how to take care of it its not all that hard to find the engine oil filler cap or the drain plug or the red plastic dipstick ring. just please, TAKE CARE OF THAT THING WILL YA!! ! even though I don't drive it, (more less drive at all, plus driving a stick looks like alot of work to figure out when to shift) but please, BMW parts (more less engine parts or engines) are not cheap, so please, if you ever think about it and are not addicted to your favorite game on facebook (poker) i think your car's engine is alittle more important at the moment and is more urgent then some stupid facebook game, please, in the near future.........CHANGE THE OIL!

dear doctor (medical MD) I know you have lots of money and a really good looking office, but with your patients, you ask them to come in, they do then you ask them why are they there (as if they are hypochondriacs) especially when you tell them when you want to see them next. I really also didnt appriciate it by the nurses or whoever did my urine and blood test to not tell me that blood tests for getting a baseline summery of levels of things from the 3 vials of blood that was taken that's why you got the nasty letter from my health insurance company, because I was billed for the 400+USD for the lab that you really nicely didnt tell me was OUTSOURCED TO QUEST DIAGNOSTICS!!

doc, and now you want me to come in in Sept. to start hepatitis (a or c?) vaccinations???? I don't do anything risky to really warrant their need, your wrong if your assuming what i do and don't do because of my age range..........even though many 25 year olds have already had sex, done drugs, shared needles or done something stupid, but I don't see the point as I DON'T do that type of thing! so I think only time doc, that you will ever see me, is if I initiate the appointment process myself, or if im in the hospital laying in a patient bed. keep this money hungry scheme up, your going to lose me as a patient and I appreciate if you would train your nurses to tell patients about sample testing BILLING is going to be separate from their healthcare bill. bad enough i have to pay 230+ usd a month already for healthcare billing, you wanna at least pitch in and pay for it??? if your gonna have them unwelcome suprises doc????? i thkn you can at least put up discaimers or notices in the lab area, all i ask, not that much, least im not asking you to move your office or get rid of them glass doors (depth perception+glass manual push open doors=bad idea) so yea, be lucky I look down (at hardware and any other indications indicating to push or pull, even though your's dont specifically have push or pull signs on the respective sides, anyone can push too hard and ruin the concealed-in-the-floor door closers under them, from pushing or pulling on the wrong side.



lifeguard at the beach that was on duty from 8 to 3 on july 2nd, even though the TV crew was there that day (channel 7 ABC nw york) was doing a segment thmed "fun in the sun" that don't mean you had to ruin me and BMW's daughter's day by waiting until the camera crew calibrated camera and turns on the mic to walk up with your red rescue thingy to tell me that I must keep holes knee deep, the hole that i made was just for novelty, and i was there at the whole during its full digging and filling in, I do understand there is safety risks, but you know, if you didn't walk up and tell me, I could have at least been on TV or interviewed by the news reporter, thanks lifeguard, you made channel 7ABC network cut my and BMW's daughter's parts out. not going to hold you against it though, your just doing your job and i guess timing was just wrong. ohh well, I still enjoy the ocean. least there's no rules agaisnt metal detectors or boogie boards.......or not yet.


door guy in Massachusetts: didn't mean to rip you a new rear end, and i do understand that you been fixing doors and rebuilding door closers longer then i have been alive, sounded to me that we were getting along well on email until I found a technical error on an instruction sheet you shown me when I shown you my interest in those vintage (1950's) corbin and russwin closers, but still, I don't think its right to tell in the instruction sheet the WRONG way to adjust the speed adjustment on one of them, how I know its wrong, I have one of them closers that the sheet was for and first thing I did when I got mine was figure out how to adjust it, (no instructions came with mine was covered in grease and oil, found while helping my mother and owner of building clean the place out after he built the place then died, and according to my findings of how to adjust my russwin model B, your instructions are WRONG, maybe that's why you seen a recent drop in service/rebuild requests, because any person that owns one of them things (even if your blind) can figure it out with just a brain. or the power of google, there are DIY sites on the internet were people can find the correct way, all you did with the manual was renamed the manual and reworded it not the best way to keep your business afloat....... sorry but thats just not a way to keep people coming with questions about their hardware.

if this "error" is or was a trade secret to at least have SOME rebuild requests for russwins coming in, could have at least said in reply to one of my emails saying about my finding, or least said that because its a trade secret that may put the business at risk if you told the person if the sheet is wrong or if their closer is defective or if the person is doing it wrong,,, all i can say, your giving wrong instructions, i have found the patent for the spacific door control valve that was made by American hardware corporation back in the 30's, and i have taken the same knob/valve thing out of my own closer once, so i know that your 12 page file there's at least a few errors in it. just at least confess and own up to it, can you door repairer from Massachusetts?!


locksmith/door guy who back in march 2009 who "replaced" the doors on a local bank, IF ITS NOT BROKE DON'T MESS IT UP OR PUT SOMETHING UP THAT'S OF LESSER QUALITY!! !!


if the issue was air currant, ever heard of WEATHERSTRIPPING??? if problem was a panic bar (horizontal push bar in middle of the door) could just have fixed the bar or rekeyed the lock. NOT REPLACE THE WHOLE DOOR AND PUT IN A 3RD WORLD COUNTRY's closer brand. I know that whoever you are, you must have kids or work at the one-of-a-kind (ok, the park is themed off children's educational show sesame street) but I found that closer you removed from the bank, whoever you are and whatever you do, I don't care if you replaced the door itself (hinged panels or the push bar) but you didn't need to mess with the closer and put a cheapo Japanese/Chinese quality thing in its place. least I'm happy that the closer you took off the bank was re-used elsewere......... even though i'll probably never go back to that overpriced children's theme park again to check on that loud squeaker of an LCN closer. least its not in the dump or on Ebay.....


ok, sorry if that was a long one, that pretty much bored ya to death by now, but just wanted to let of some steam to people that understand aspergers syndrome people and but BMW has at times dropped female appearance and care hints (buys akeup and hints on how to use it, sory but i dont give 2 farts about my looks, am i going to be on camera soon or be interviewed for a show or the local news station any time soon??? NO I DONT THINK SO..............

felt i just needed to let off some steam and i now am in a better mood.......

-doordoc

Meh IDK anymore.

Dear You:
please try!!
love, me

Dear blasted headache,

please stop right now!! !! !! !!

To Brenda- my so called aunty

Hey- why are you trying to cause me and my newly found mother and sister so much trouble??
Yea so what, I turned up to meet you for the 1st time, in my statue of liberty costume, but that didnt give you any right to stand there and tell me to take it off and when I said no, you burst out crying in the middle of the street as if somebody had died or something.
I dont care about appearence much, but when I told my birth mother what you did, she told me that you looked scruffy, because you hadn't bothered to wash, or do your hair, and turned up in a smelly old coat- I agreed with her on that, and said you shouldent have said anything about my dress, when at least I had had a shower and washed and made an effort.

I was told you owe my mother £600 after she lent it to you in your hour of need, and I find it utterly DISRESPECTFUL and SICKENING that you refuse to pay her back. Evn if it was just a percentage of it, it would be better than a smack in the mouth which is what youve done.

I went to stay with my mother for a week and one of my other auntys came along with my 9 year old cousin.
That boy has so much to deal with with you fighting with my mother just about in front of him - you dont give a single thought about him, or my mother after all she has done for you
You sent my mother a bunch of texts last night which we saw too as she passed the phone round- she didnt bother replying but she was very affected by what was said, in them.

Now I find out tonight that youve been sending my sister messeges on Facebook, telling her you want nothing to do with her, when she wasnt even there this week or had anything to do with this, yet your telling her a pack of lies to try and make her not want anything to do with her mother - just because she wants nothing to do with you...
Ive told her that your a lier and that your jeallous of us, and of my mother, because shes dragged herself out of the mess she used to be in, and has made something of herself and has a job, and a nice house that shes proud of, and your sitting there in your messy clothes in your house and some of your children dont want anything to do with you anymore.. I wonder why!!

sTOP CAUSING TROUBLE FOR US!!

God dammit I needed to vent.. I feel a little bettr for that

Dear Parents -

I'm sorry I wasn't successful in making friends, and sorry for making so few throughout my entire life. Sorry for apparently having problems with it. Sorry that I've become a hermit in some ways, whether it's because it's always been that way or because it's been a result of what's happened to me. But please understand why I'm content to spend my days towards my personal music pursuits alone rather than out hanging out with others. Things will get better for me some day, and rest assured I'll make sure they will.

But please, don't get on my case for why I'm not spending my summer in an outstanding way like a normal kid would. Sorry for often dissapointing.

And... I wish I could feel more comfortable speaking my mind around you guys. Dad, you still have some work to do with being less judgmental, hypocritical, authoritarian, and intolerant. Mom... I wish you wouldn't always listen to Dad. Both of you, I wish you were more understanding.

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Dear God -

Help me, to figure out what the heck I'm supposed to be doing right now... Really. I'm clueless. What is going on, what should I do at college? Will I even make it there, and be able to stay?

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Dear Myself -

Hi... what do you want...?


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Dear Life -

What are you doing here?

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Dear Depression -

I thought I broke up with you a few months ago. I ****ing hate you and am sick of you, so stop crawling back to me. Go burn in hell or something. Thank you kindly.

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Dear Elementary, Middle, and High School, and everyone I knew within -

I know none of you give a ****, but I'm not like the rest of you. I'm more than ****ed up in the head. Let that explain everything. Now, glad to say farewell, wish I could say I missed ya, but nope.

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This is fun. ^_^

Dear B,
Woops I didn't wish you a happy birthday the other day, s**t. Oh well, I can't be arsed anyway. I just remembered why I didn't see you for ages, I'm bored.
From me

Dear L,
s**t s**t s**t I NEED TO GET ON MSN NOW, I'll be right there. FFFFFUUUUUU
from me

dear meltdowns,

please find a job you can tolerate, before we end up living in a cardboard box.

Dear so called Online friend,

I know you have been depressed for a year and you find it an uphill struggling but I am fed up you going on about it on the dA journals and quit how lonely you are, you have plenty of friends and you've could of trusted me when I helped like I suggested Samaritians and I tried to avoid you getting on Encyclopedia dramatica by warning by saying your suicidal and self harming posted on websites is a wrong move.

My other friends like my other friend who also goes on here tried to help you but ignore his comments. You ignored me like on email not matter how many times I repeated it, I've waited months and when I tried to comfort you on MSN, you mostly ignored me. Yes, I'm ignoring you because you don't deserve to have a friend like me anymore for what I have done. I've blocked for a week once because I thought it would teach you not mess with me but your not changing your ways. Also not changing your ways by counceling for months when you were at college, being on Encyclopedia Dramatica didn't work and I didn't create it and me not wanting to be your friend.

You either stop b*tching how lonely you are and getting attention or I'll NOT be your friend.

Hate
Your long online friend

Dear CockneyRebel,

Good on you, for finding yourself, again last September. You look like a person. You look like a rock star. You dress a lot better, too. When was the last time you wore that leather jacket?

CockneyRebel

Dear Erisad,

Stop being such a whiny little b***h. You're self-centered and that's why you can't get a boyfriend you selfish fatass. Either pull yourself up by your bootstraps or kill yourself. SMILE DAMMIT!

Love,
Erisad