scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-8/9 rather bad but no emotions somehow.

-10.. freaking out about some stuff I've got to do later today

-1. Broken down on the roadside. Ahhnoying.

Emlion - you're back. Hi.

+10
It's Monday and I don't have to work!! !

Let me give this a nice -4.

"Oh, I'll just magicly wake up one morning and know mechanisms I never did before."
"Hey, I think I'll just wake up and be sexualy attracted to a human body that I couldn't stand before!"
"By golly, I think I'll just wake up and NOT have that dark tan I worked on for the past few weeks. I'm going to be really white over night, and get a deep red sun burn right now."
"Hey world! I'll just wake up one morning and not have two decades of garbage in my memory!!"
"Gosh darn! I think I'll wake up one morning and suddenly not have post tramatic dissorder, self injury, shame, low self esteeme, depression, and phobia! WOW! It worked! Just like magic!"

I have said "bull", and I will say it again, because that concept that you can suddenly be and feel who you're not is. Lately, it's been that what's called rude, isn't called rude anymore. It's actualy admired and supported everywhere I look these days! Trolls and douche bags who you used to get revenge on or ignore with other respectful people, are lately being patted on the back, admired, and pedistaled like they were teachers! It's like "Be a good little toy, and obey us. Remember, we hate you, and expect you to make us happy first." How screwed up is this?

I'd say about +3, maybe +4.

The good points:
- Apparently my motorcycle riding is "good", with a few errors (most of them due to stress, like taking lifesavers the wrong way). Definitely a huge improvement from last time I took lessons
- Ready for mod1. This includes the high speed manoeuvres. Chuffed on the progress here as well.

The bad points:
- 2 panic attacks while riding with the group to Reading, followed by a pretty bad case of vertigo - had to stop and stay by the side for a bit, and to drive back home
- Being almost harassed because you're over 21 and not doing DAS sucks.

-5

Life's not easy right now.

Money's always difficult. I have to pay for a bus pass for when I go to school, and I'm getting payed 160$ when wednesday rolls around.

It's not enough though. The money will probably BARELY cover the pass, and then I have to worry about gas money, money for food, and some other purchases I really, really want to make.

I go to school every day during the week, and I work one of the most unpleasant jobs in terms of worker satisfaction in the US: a gas station attendant.

How far away from "school" do you live? It might be worth learning to ride/drive something. Cheap solution: pass your MSF course (is that what it's called in the US?), pick up a cheap second-hand 125cc bike, voila, instant epicness. They're retardedly easy to drive, they are insanely fuel efficient (current bike averages to about 90mpg over the last 2000 miles. 175 miles on a fuel tank - and a fuel tank costs about £8), and some of them are nice. The only major drawback is that it's a major first investment (the bike can be acquired for cheap. The problem is usually the insurance).
Not suggesting cars because, frankly, it's cheaper to take the bus 9 times out of 10 for short distances.

Also, be happy - gas station attendant might be a bad job, but:
- You have a job
- It could be working in your nearest fast food's kitchen. Believe me, it's a damn sight worse than being at a petrol station.
So all is not that bad

-4, Didn't sleep well, annoying niece arriving for a week long visit tonight

-10

Everything comeing together is makeing me hurt alot right now. I just got taunted, bullied and publicly lied about and humiliated by a racist bully a moment ago to. Of course some of his ignorant bigots laughed with him.

-6

+6

My new graphing calculator is awesome. It can do nearly everything but make me a sammich. What the hell, TI? Why isn't there a sammich creation wizard?

7.45, Horray!

-10 sick.

Hope you feel better soon.