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im tired of only being noticed so they can use me as a scapegoat.
That sucks, that's why I would NEVER do ANYTHING with my little sisters because if one tiny detail went wrong it was my fault because I was the oldest.
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Im tired of being blackmailed by a 9 year old who has more power over my life than i do.
Been in that situation. Sibling? How are they blackmailing you? I know my little sisters (when they were younger especially) would use my size as an advantage to say I was hurting them and get me in trouble....my solution was to warn anybody who even got NEAR me. Then I couldn't be in trouble. If we know
how the 9-year-old is blackmailing, perhaps there is a method of escape from that misery.
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im tired of trying to do things for them in hopes of atleast getting some positivity in return
Then don't do things for them. Find people who do appreciate the nice things. I did good things for my family (like the other day I killed a spider THEN GOT IN TROUBLE). I realized, if they don't want me to do good things.....I will take it elsewhere. Whereas, when I was in school, if I held the door, about 50% of the time I would get a "thank you". Not much, but better than getting yelled at.
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just to get blamed for the next bad thiong that happens
Whenever something bad happens in my house, they always ask me first if I did it. Of course in an accusatory voice. I do
everything wrong, indeed.
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im tired of them ridiculing me in front of their friends
That, I haven't experienced. But I have felt it in front of extended family. But this is only because they need to put on an air of niceness for their friends.
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im tired of being given threats daily,
YES!
What do they threaten you with? Mine like to hold paying for college over my head, they haven't done it yet, but they might not if I don't behave and do what they say.
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im just tired of them all.I want to go somewhere that they will never find me.
College, college, is 18 hours away, hooray, I will go to college someday.
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Go die in a ditch if you're a b*tch, if you're a jerk, go to work, if you're just mean, flee the scene, and if you're rude, go ahead and intrude because you're probably just like me.