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Dear Dad,

I never did get to say goodbye to you. I realize that you weren't the most caring father sometimes, and that you had your own issues but you were still my father, and you're not here to help me with my life. I feel so lost now. I had a relationship with a girl named Anna who I met after high school, she was a year older than me. We dated for 2 1/2 years. We had our own place and she wanted to get married and everything. She really cared about me, and because things were a little tough I decided to call it quits for a new girl, Morgan. Morgan's 17, we started dating in February and I was ready to propose to her and everything, but I never got the chance to because we broke up after 6 months. I care about her a lot, she has some of the same issues you did and I know that you would have liked both of them. Anna was gorgeous, and even though she had her flaws physically she still loved and cared about me and I just ruined her life, even though I do care about her and I never wanted to hurt her. Morgan is possibly the most beautiful person I've ever met, and even though she doesn't have many physical flaws and her flaws are more emotional, I still care about her a lot too.

I just feel so alone. I feel like there's no one there for me to say I love you to, or to hug and kiss, to wake up next to and to go to bed next to.

Mom got remarried but after nearly 6-7 years. She told me that she did love you, but that she needed to find someone else to help her fill the hole you left. I still miss you, even though I don't really remember much.

Dear future me,

You weren't sad when you wrote this. It can pass.

Sincerely,
Current me

Dear World Of People Who Want Me To Socialise,

No. I am not going to. I've been out all fricking day; I have to go out again in half an hour; I have things on today and tomorrow; I have a new student on Monday; I am already wiped out. I am going to have this half hour in peace, and I am damn well not turning my phone on. You can live without me for half a bloody hour.

Piss off and leave me alone.

- Rachel is fed up with humans.

Dear Rie,
I'm sorry I didn't pick up on your signals, and I'm sorry if I was too abrupt with you this afternoon. Kee and I had a discussion about it as we were driving back to her house, and I realize now that I was in the wrong. But of course, it's always clearest for me in hindsight. I'm so scared, Rie. It seems like everytime we spend longer than an evening together, something like this happens-- and I honestly feel like I'm the factor responsible for making you miserable. I don't want our relationship to be that unstable-- and honestly. I really can't handle a relationship where I constantly feel guilty for being unable to read your moods. I don't want either of us to only be able to tolerate small amounts of each other. I think we both need to work on our communication skills some more. I'm blind to what you're thinking most of the time, and I know it's probaby pretty frustrating, putting up with my "arbitrary rituals" and my lack of consideration. I appreciate when you do. You probably won't fully understand how much this truly means, coming from me, but I want you to know, you're one of the only friends I have for whom I'm willing to sacrifice a Friday afternoon. Trust me, that's as big a privelege as I can entrust to someone, and it's not one I entrust with many people.

Please don't be upset at me...

Dear Darla,

I hate your stinking guts. You make me vomit. You're scum between my toes!

Love, Alfalfa.

Dear _______________
I like you; I know it. You're sweet, we're always smiling when we're together, it's fun, we have a LOT in common. I just enjoy being around you. I like your broken Spanish It's just a bonus that you're sexy as hell and exactly my type (I think I do have one??). I'm not ready to fully let myself like you, we don't know each other as much as we should, but time will tell

Dear Georgie
Stop crapping in the house you little dog
Wuv you.

I have various letters.


You,
whose name I won't pollute my hands typing, you who one day will know this I'm about to say here:
The whole family might have forgiven you, and pretended to forget what you did to me.
But I will never forgive you. I swear to the Universe I will always hate you, and just as soon as I can I will damage you just as much as I can. You deserve no forgiveness from anybody, but out of pity and mediocreness they gave you it.
I won't sit here hoping you rot, I will make sure it happens.
If you do indeed believe in God, in your mind he too will forgive you, but know that your void will never fill up for I am never letting go of what you did to me.

Dear Ryan,

I've been nice. I've been compliant. I've followed your "rules," if you didn't want to talk then I left you alone. But I still don't see why you have to be so f*****g selfish. Grow up. Stop being insecure. She obviously loves you, she's fricking engaged to you. But she is not "yours." She is NOT a posession you can own. She is a person, with thoughts and feelings of her own. I don't care if she or you don't want to talk to me ever again, I will still stand my promise. I will always be here if she needs someone to talk to, someone to give her a hug, a shoulder to cry on, someone to vent to, whatever, because thats what a TRUE friend would do.

From,
Morgan's ex.

Dear You,

Please don't ever change. Please don't ever go away. Please.

Sincerely,
Me

Dear Kathy,

Good luck with your exam.
I hope my accompaniment is good enough.


- Rachel

I know I love you
I know you are all that can take that sadness away
I know I've messed up
What I don't know is what the hell to do about it

James,

You have a knack for being on MSN at the right time.

- Me

Fiona,
I still don't really know why it ended between us and have even less of a clue as to why you severed contact. All I know is so far, you are the love of my life and it pains me to no longer know you. I still wish you all the best as I cannot bear ill feeling towards you.
I hope to meet again.

Mark x

Somedays, I wish I never met you, that way I could sleep at night...

Dear people,

I am so sad today. I just want to know you are there.

The WP

Dear M.

I am not over you, I can’t seem to get over you. I just don’t understand it.
Sometimes I think there must be a reason why I can’t be over you. Some cosmic reason that keeps my mind and heart stuck on you. What is the need of this? I have no clue. Sometimes I wish I could have at least told you that I was falling for you, no scratch that, that I had fallen for you. I wish I had the guts now to tell you that I still love you.