sagan wrote:
Beauty_pact wrote:
Most of yesterday was about +5. O_o An incredibly high number, for me. I went through most of the items in my latest order from Japan, then, which was great fun... became kind of hyper, even, from the enjoyment of it. I saved looking at some of the items for today, and today has been about +1 or a bit better, at times. Still have two items left, from my order, to take a look at, though.... :)
Yesterday I actually felt as if a change within me is on its way... that I'm getting better and will be able to feel happy, more easily. I do hope that is true and wasn't just because I was hyper. I don't feel like I should start mentally preparing for my suicide, at all, now, though... really feel quite decent, now, and am looking forward to start with my bento stuff, even. :3
:D I'm glad!
Yeah... well, that didn't last too long, I'm afraid... about -6, now. I wish I had alcohol. :/
I probably just can't be happy for a longer time. Maybe I will get a little bit happier if I start with the bento boxes, though. Have intended to start, for quite some time, now, however... like with many other things.