scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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- 1000 I'm having an existential meltdown.

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A few things are actually starting to work out.

0 because I have a headache.

0. Major meltdown. My glasses are broken, I lost my nicotine inhalator, my best friend didn't come online, my laptop is failing and I dont think I can take much more of things going wrong for me. I never get a f;ing break.

6
I got As for the tests...and I like dancing to Nakashima Mika's Seppun...also I like to sing along Imai Miki's Goodbye Yesterday...and to listen to Boa's Everlasting...(their videos are on my blog...)

10 because Anubis is online, but he's going soon.

9, I have to go to college very shortly

0 I feel like utter crap.

6
I have headache but life isn't that bad right now

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I have to go back to work soon, all my shifts have been changed around, and I just dont like myself very much at the moment.

10, going to bed soon.

5
I still have headache

1.
stressed, feeling really alone right now, had some acne breakouts because of the stress (which causes more stress), coming down with a cold or something, likely because of the stress.

running out of stuff to smoke, which has me agitated as that is one of the few ways I've been able to relax after Monday. Going to try and force myself to go to campus today, just to go, but there's no guarantee I'll succeed at that.

The guy staying with me did give me a sword yesterday. (Like a katana, but the blade is straight. Don't remember if there's a name for that. Need to take it apart and make sure the blade goes into the handle far enough, but he said it was from Japan, so that's a good sign.) That helped my mood some, but I've felt down all week, and I was high as hell when I got it so I almost worry that he doesn't think I appreciate it.

6: Feeling quite reasonable, apart from this sodding cold. Going out later so won't be around.

4.5 I feel sick